i got my hair cut and it was cut too short my mom said it looks good but i feel terrible i had a breakdown and cried in the shower i still feel terrible rn im wearing a cap even when im just alone

it doesnt sound as bad but i feel really terrible i already hate how i look but THIS WAS THE LAST FUCKING STRAW I WANNA KHEYEMEAZ

and the weather is too hot my room burning up and im sweating all over but im not even removing my cap despite that cuz i hate myself too much

i feel so sad i even look away when my phone is turned off cuz if its blacked out i can see my face and thank god i dont have mirrors in my room...... im in tears rn fuck im ending this thread i just had to let it out sorry