you need to be able to trust yourself with you. need to be able to believe that you do not mean yourself harm.

refuse things that violate this trust.

i’m learning to trust me.
we are trusting each other.

this does not mean i believe i will not make mistakes.

but i am trusting that i will continue to strive to make decisions that do not dishonor my soul, my mind, or my body.

so many people can violate our trust.

i did not realize those people could be me.

but i am forgiving myself for abusing my trust. we are making strong efforts to reconcile and be whole and be love and be home.