I like to keep my hopes high but rn all I feel is that I’m fooling myself again

And I also hate when I can’t explain ahit and I hate to repeat myself with no results I feel like I literally can’t speak as if I don’t have a voice and no one hears me why is it so hard for anyone to understand what I’m trying to say am I speaking gibberish? I know I’m not

I so don’t like what I’m feeling rn, hopeless. I know I’m not this kind of person and I hate seeing people who r hopeless. But if no one gets it maybe I’m too much in my head.

Decided to delete the last tweet in this thread cuz I’m done adding sprinkles of humor whenever I’m sad. Khalas I’m sad .. not funny gurl.