[TMI thread]
I've been experiencing this since last year. I'll just share. LOL
So I get excited and really hype up when there's something I'm waiting for or looking forward to (of course. Everyone does
). But when that thing I'm waiting for is nearly coming, (1)
I've been experiencing this since last year. I'll just share. LOL

So I get excited and really hype up when there's something I'm waiting for or looking forward to (of course. Everyone does

I suddenly don't have the energy to enjoy (?) it. I have proved this with every suju comeback in the later half of 2020 until this year. D&E comebacks, solo projects, even with the 10th album.
And now that Yeye's album is almost here, I'm feeling like shit again.
(2)


Not just with suju comebacks. Even with other stuff. Like I used to binge-watch anime series a loooooot (otaku alert wooohooooo
), but now I haven't even watched haikyuu's to the top season. I've downloaded and redownloaded it in my Netflix accnt so many times already. (3)

Or when I'm reading something, my energy to continue reading just decreases especially if there's a part that I'm looking forward to. I haven't even read ANV's latest update yet, and I sooooo looked forward to this latest update. ATTY. POGI IS BACKKK 

(4)



I haven't read a book in a year now.
During the ECQ, I started reading The Mortal Instrument series and finished up to the 4th book. I started reading the 5th book, then suddenly I have no energy to read. I still haven't continued reading it. Jace is still missing.
(5)


I have so many books left unread, just collecting dust in the shelf.
I have a book I tried reading lately, but all I did was put creases on the cover because of failed attempts to read. Opening the book, attempting to read, closing the book. Repeat process.
(6)


I watched Penthouse just recently. I was binge-watching episodes every night, then when I finished the second to the last ep of season 2, I stopped because I was suddenly "not in the mood" to watch the last episode. I was only able to watch it when my roommate watched it. (7)
I don't know. These are just the few instances. It's just feels weird. I also just suddenly remembered because Yeye album is coming soon and I'm feeling shitty and losing my energy again. 

That's all. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.
(wow this thread got really long
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That's all. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.

(wow this thread got really long
