[TMI thread]
I& #39;ve been experiencing this since last year. I& #39;ll just share. LOL https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
So I get excited and really hype up when there& #39;s something I& #39;m waiting for or looking forward to (of course. Everyone does https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">). But when that thing I& #39;m waiting for is nearly coming, (1)

I suddenly don& #39;t have the energy to enjoy (?) it. I have proved this with every suju comeback in the later half of 2020 until this year. D&E comebacks, solo projects, even with the 10th album. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> And now that Yeye& #39;s album is almost here, I& #39;m feeling like shit again. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> (2)

Not just with suju comebacks. Even with other stuff. Like I used to binge-watch anime series a loooooot (otaku alert wooohooooo https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">), but now I haven& #39;t even watched haikyuu& #39;s to the top season. I& #39;ve downloaded and redownloaded it in my Netflix accnt so many times already. (3)

Or when I& #39;m reading something, my energy to continue reading just decreases especially if there& #39;s a part that I& #39;m looking forward to. I haven& #39;t even read ANV& #39;s latest update yet, and I sooooo looked forward to this latest update. ATTY. POGI IS BACKKK https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> (4)

I haven& #39;t read a book in a year now. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> During the ECQ, I started reading The Mortal Instrument series and finished up to the 4th book. I started reading the 5th book, then suddenly I have no energy to read. I still haven& #39;t continued reading it. Jace is still missing. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> (5)

I have so many books left unread, just collecting dust in the shelf. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> I have a book I tried reading lately, but all I did was put creases on the cover because of failed attempts to read. Opening the book, attempting to read, closing the book. Repeat process. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> (6)

I watched Penthouse just recently. I was binge-watching episodes every night, then when I finished the second to the last ep of season 2, I stopped because I was suddenly "not in the mood" to watch the last episode. I was only able to watch it when my roommate watched it. (7)

I don& #39;t know. These are just the few instances. It& #39;s just feels weird. I also just suddenly remembered because Yeye album is coming soon and I& #39;m feeling shitty and losing my energy again. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

That& #39;s all. Thanks for coming to my ted talk. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">
(wow this thread got really long https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">)