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i& #39;m perfectly fine not being a big name furry or anything thanks. feels like notoriety comes with a "can& #39;t stop me now" mentality that inevitably results in doing something fucked.
i& #39;ve already got enough irl stress without the idea that i& #39;ll do something shitty just because i think i can get away with it.
i& #39;m not a perfect person either, i said and did some shit i regret and want to move on from.
i& #39;m not a perfect person either, i said and did some shit i regret and want to move on from.
this goes beyond just the regular "jokes" that come with being an edgelord teenager, i& #39;m open about admitting i was part of the centrist trashheap that made up a chunk of the alt right pipeline. i& #39;m sure i fucked up someone& #39;s emotional state. i did some shitty things.
and i want to move on from that. that was years ago, i own up to it and i apologize for the harm it caused.
i hate my teenage self, but i still have lots of growth to get through.
i hate my teenage self, but i still have lots of growth to get through.
i guess that& #39;s why i& #39;m content with having 500-1000 followers. i was initially in it because seeing numbers go up gave me a dopamine boost. it still does, to an extent - but i don& #39;t want to trade my dignity for validation.
There& #39;s a lot of existential self-loathing in this thread, so i guess its a vent. i& #39;m admittedly a little worried about my image online if only because i don& #39;t want to turn into the asshole content creator who whines about being cancelled for being accidentally racist or smth.
if there& #39;s anything anyone wants to call me out for i would just accept it. i can step in and say "this is true" or "it didn& #39;t happen" but i would never make it about how i& #39;m being attacked for something i did in the past. i know i did some shit and probably contributed to worse.
i& #39;ve never truly made my peace with that, but i& #39;m trying. i& #39;m not a morally-perfect angel, and i likely will never be. it just keeps me up sometimes.
also this is not a defense of pedophilia or anything similar - i& #39;m just airing out my own dirty laundry because i& #39;m depressed.
also this is not a defense of pedophilia or anything similar - i& #39;m just airing out my own dirty laundry because i& #39;m depressed.
