told a girl in direct simple terms that I’ve realized I am fully infatuated w her, told her calmly that the passion is overwhelming & told her I know she doesn’t feel the same so I’m going to step back from our relationship. Now I’m going to arrange some dried flowers & nap

ofc I put on a full face of makeup & my nicest dress to meet her on my stoop, & ofc, so that I don’t exhaust myself with the force of feeling, I am going to write passionate verses about my infatuation, which will be a way of coming into contact with my own mystery,

even hot girls get their hearts broken & listen to Seven Swans on repeat