Read on Twitter
BU THEORYᴘᴀʀᴛ 2. ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴜᴘꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ
#화양연화TheNotes #TheNotes2 #BTS_Universe_Story #ARMYTS @BTS_twt
TW // Death, suicide, violence, abuse
REMINDER
BU story is a fictional story, even if I use the boys name's nothing of this really happened in real life.
REMINDER BU story is a fictional story, even if I use the boys name's nothing of this really happened in real life.
Brief context.Let's start this with a little recap of JJK's story, more concretely with what happened in Year 12 which was the year when JJK's life "turned upside down":
- His father abandoned him
- He saw a hole on the ground https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1380537644715741191
In one hand, his father abandonment affected him in his self-esteem, since he considers himself as a child who "can never be the reason to endure it all".
In the other hand, the hole back then didn't have a lot of repercussion on his life but it's back now, 10 years later.
In the other hand, the hole back then didn't have a lot of repercussion on his life but it's back now, 10 years later.
We can somehow see how JJK has been approaching the dark side little by little while growing up. He has been very lonely since young age, but that was until he found the boys.
Yet they left him as well and he went back to his past solitude, provoking fights with strangers, +
Yet they left him as well and he went back to his past solitude, provoking fights with strangers, +
going the to rooftops of buildings...
And once again in Year 22 when KSJ comes back to solve everything he takes a rest from acting and having these thoughts. For JJK his friends became true brothers (Year 22, May 22nd).
And once again in Year 22 when KSJ comes back to solve everything he takes a rest from acting and having these thoughts. For JJK his friends became true brothers (Year 22, May 22nd).
Before going to the beach and getting into an accident on May 22nd, we see JJK saving MYG's life. We know that it was KSJ plan and the reason is very interesting. KSJ said that it's because both have similar eyes, both understand each other's feelings. That's why 
After Year 22, May 22ndBut everything changed after the car accident. We only know what happens after in two timelines: from the notes 1 and the notes 2. Those two outcomes are similar yet very different. Let's take a look.
Both timelinesJJK always mentions the presence of the moon and the world upside down during his accident. He also seems to remember the words that the cat tells him during that moment.
Something else that seems to be the same in both tine lines is after how many days does JJK wakes up after the car accident: 10 days. Counting from the 22nd that would be after May 31st which seems to be and important date in BU (I'll talk about it in another thread).
The Notes 1JJK personality doesn't changed dramatically and consciously. However we can see him expressing his uncomfort while being around the boys. He said it before the accident too but more in a sense that he felt as he was behind them.
But after the accident the uncomfortable feeling is due to him developing feelings of mistrust towards those he considered his family. But as I said, he is not conscious about it but he does feels like something is wrong. Yet he acts calmly.
The Notes 2JJK personality became colder. He suspects KSJ from the beginning, as in his memories it was a familiar car. Since during this timeline the rest of the boys are more invested on helping KSJ finding the MOS, leaving JJK out of everything, JJK also suspects them.
During this timeline we also get to know that there is a footage of the car accident and the presence of a witness. A young male in his 20s who called 3 times the police but disappeared. JJK also came to think that the witness coule be one of his friends, who was protecting KSJ.
Something that also changed about JJK was his mindset. He went from having suicidal thoughts to have a strong will to live no matter what, after going to the rooftop of the hospital and observing the town from there (this pic isn't that moment).
"I wouldn't d¡e even if it were to make someone happy...Even if someone had to d¡e, I had no intentions of being that someone."
These thoughts reminded me to "Myth of Sisyphus" by A. Camus (mentioned by RM) which makes you embrace life with its struggles. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1186762638824529920
These thoughts reminded me to "Myth of Sisyphus" by A. Camus (mentioned by RM) which makes you embrace life with its struggles. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1186762638824529920
Another difference between these 2 timelines is the resume of JJK discharging party celebration. In the Notes 1, JJK followed KTH the whole night. Meanwhile during the Notes 2, JJK and KTH saw each other after the gathering, however they went separated ways.
JJK went to the place of the accident, in order to recall what happened back then. He had an interesting experience, after laying down on the street it was like the accident was happening all over again, being a moment of Clairvoyance. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1384855940080574472
Meeting the white catJJK met the white cat 2 times:
- moment of the accident (in both time lines.
"Living will be more painful than dy¡my, do you still want to live?!"
- when he goes back where the accident took place
"Believe what you see?!" https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1383865935715397633
"Believe what you see"
Said the cat, no wonder there seems to be a thing with JJK eyes, and its not coincidentally. This only reinforces my theory of JJK having the "power" of Clairvoyance
. Besides its usually related to a wormhole (a hole...) 
Said the cat, no wonder there seems to be a thing with JJK eyes, and its not coincidentally. This only reinforces my theory of JJK having the "power" of Clairvoyance
. Besides its usually related to a wormhole (a hole...)
Shadow possessionI guess that JJK shadow possession started when he woke up at the hospital because os when we see his behaivor changing. He mentions a lot the presence of 2 JJK on in the bed and another above like floating.
In the notes 2, JJK talks about these two JJK switching consciousness. For a reason it reminded me to KTH and his mask. KTH is not other than his shadow and it comes up in order to protect him. (Read the Qtwt for better explanation 
) https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1041863391139323904
) https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1041863391139323904
So I think that JJK shadow came out in order to make him stronger as well. Usually the shadow possession happens when you try to be perfect person (KSJ) or when you hide everything behind a smile (JHS) but it also comes out when there is a fragile ego. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1312818609010466817
During this process, JJK mentions a lot the presence of a dark hole. Paying more attention into his experience with the hole back in Year 12, he mentions to see something sharply shinning inside the hole. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1335632012615577603
This is similar to KSJ's father "inside room" inside his library (a room inside a room). Both makes reference to the human being shadow image, we all hide a dark side of ourselves, which can be hurtful and sharply to others. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1320455544298262535
In the notes 2 epilogue, JJK mentions to two holes. At first he confuses it with the moon but soon enough, after being a long time in the darkness, he adjust his vision and determines that it's another hole in the sky (reminding me to Black Swan MOTS7 concept photos).
"As if I was floating in an empty space with everything gone. My fingerprints felt so strange, so I looked at them. Something sticky and slippery dripped from my fingerprints." - Jungkook (Epilogue; The Notes 2)
"Where am I?! What's going on?! I asked myself but instead of an answer, laughter escaped my lips. The chuckling sound hovered around me like the sticky mass of liquid."
Jungkook (Epilogue; The Notes 2)
Jungkook (Epilogue; The Notes 2)
Boys meet evilJust like JJK, JHS went through a shadow possession process. In the both timelines it happens after someone threats to abandon him behind (in notes 1 it's his friend, and in notes 2 it's the fear of losing the people from the orphanage) https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1320425937096318976
In the notes 2 as well, JHS dark side moment stays longer than in the timeline showed in the notes 1 (if we can say that it was a dark side of himself ).
Anyway, both JHS and JJK have shown a strong connection and similarities between them.
).Anyway, both JHS and JJK have shown a strong connection and similarities between them.
And not just that, it's like JHS is the one having JJK back (well normal since in the notes 2 everyone was busy with finding the MOS except these two). I wrote down similarity and connection in the quoted thread. It's long, check it when you've time 
https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1320455429747544064
https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1320455429747544064
And coming to an end with this thread, these two notes that I quoted in the Qtwt didn't appear yet anywhere, just in MOTS persona HYYH notes. Which means it will be used for later. Both, show how despite everything JHS & JJK can be them when they're alone. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1117539541366247424
Earlier in the thread I mentioned Albert Camus right?! And we've been talking about Shadow possession as well?! Guess what?! I've mention all of that before in this Quoted thread where I talk about the Joker. https://twitter.com/__Samira7__/status/1186353742217728002
The presence of Albert Camus in this thread opens the door to the discussion about existentialism "Who Am I?!". Something that I'll talk about in the next thread
Thank you for reading and sorry for making such a long thread. Hope you enjoyed
END
Thank you for reading and sorry for making such a long thread. Hope you enjoyed
END
