I understand this all too well. Skipped high school grad, felt a huge relief when grad was canceled last year because of covid, kinda wishing UCT does the same as well this year for my second degree. https://twitter.com/dansmywholename/status/1388173852778303488">https://twitter.com/dansmywho...

And I ALWAYS feel so weird when people ask me for help with their school work because how is it possible that I know more than them, that I understand this stuff better than they do? So I don& #39;t contribute as much as I can during lectures because who wants to hear me speak, right?

I do not want to be celebrated. Maybe I do, I don& #39;t know. What I do know is that the anxiety that comes with thoughts of all those celebrations, the fear that these achievements won& #39;t lead to anything, that they are not enough and will never be, won& #39;t let me rest or bask in them.