your city gave me asthma & how it could connect to c!wilbur - a thread

1. jubilee line
"fate worse than dying" - stuck in his personal hell
"shout at the walls" - clawing and screaming at the walls to no avail
-the tube line is literally canonically wilbur's limbo

2. saline solution
"i think i've lost my mind, blurring the facts and the fiction" - going mental in pogtopia and losing his mind to corruption and depression
"i'm a deceased playing victim" - died avoiding consequences of his actions, he was both guilty and a victim
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"saline solution to all your problems" - blowing up l'manberg was the morally wrong solution to what he was dealing with

3. since i saw vienna
"my khaki coat i got from a roadside" - putting on the outcast coat and creating pogtopia
"let it burn out" - amnesia he had as ghostbur

4. losing face
"i've lost all meaning, i lost my sense of hope" - succumbing to depression during the pogtopia arc
"is he better than me, has he seen more to this life" - undermining himself and deep self-loathing, thinking he's the worst person on the server

5. your sister was right
"i ostracize the ones who love me back" - he knows he ruined and manipulated people, pushed them away, and it fuels his self-hatred
"i find myself salting the earth" - destroying l'manberg so no crops could grow there ever again +

6. la jolla
"i'm lonely, there i said it" - alone on the afterlife train and cherishing every second of c!tommy's visit
"my own personal sunset" - he didn't get a sunset, but he did claim his own sunrise after being in the darkness for so long

7. i'm sorry boris
"i'm leaving, i'm not good for anyone here" - wilbur saying he is the main cause of problems on the server
"they'll let you jump under trains before helping you" - no one took care of him during his depression, but he was killed as soon as he begged