CW // King of Scars, Leigh Bardugo

thread of any thoughts and screams i might want to let out while reading it

wait, i thought nikolai was already cured when the darkling was k worded
this is gonna be a journey of pain isn't it :)

zoya darling ilysm but please go to anger management therapy fghdghj

reading nina's pov now hurts so much, she's in so much pain and i can physically feel it, this is so unfair

"Nina flicked her fingers and drove a shard of bone through his heart."

you know what i too would become completely unhinged if i was nina

"I’ll find a way. All his life, Nikolai had believed that. His will had been enough to shape not only his fate but his own identity."

and i know you'll find a way out of this too loml

nina hearing matthias' tender voice reprimanding her and guiding her

"I know how strong you are, Nina. My death will not be the thing that defeats you."

i can't do this anymore

"Ravka was his first love, an infatuation that had begun in his lonely boyhood and that had only deepened with age. Whatever it demanded, he knew he would give"

nikolai i literally cannot love you more than i do now

“He’d liked Alina, maybe he’d even started to love her...Years had passed, and yet her rejection still stung.”

zoya is literally not scared of any man on this earth and love that for her so much
nikolai gonna be a male wife

“And you’re chained to a bed. Perhaps not the best time to be critical.”

this could be so much more fun in different context but alas