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To Neil Gaiman:
I'm unfollowing you for a while, until you stop doing whatever low thing you are doing to me right now.
Ellison passed away.
Pratchett passed away.
You only have me now.
I'm unfollowing you for a while, until you stop doing whatever low thing you are doing to me right now.
Ellison passed away.
Pratchett passed away.
You only have me now.
I inherit some of their spirit.
From Ellison, the frank mannerism, the pugnacious tendency, the spirit to defend writers, etc.
From Ellison, the frank mannerism, the pugnacious tendency, the spirit to defend writers, etc.
From Pratchett, the fighting against Alzheimer, and one other thing.
I already honored that thing about fighting Alzheimer, and will honor the his last wish later.
Which means, to do that, i have to suffer the same level of pain as he had, or even worse.
I already honored that thing about fighting Alzheimer, and will honor the his last wish later.
Which means, to do that, i have to suffer the same level of pain as he had, or even worse.
I'm slowly dying, so whatever low thing you are doing, stop it, because that's the same as you are stabbing the dying Pratchett.
I'm a bit different, alright...
Maybe i'm not perfect, but i am meant to stop the cycle of sadness and tragedy.
And i still have to crucial talk with you later, to help heal you and one other person, whose condition is already bad right now, for years.
Maybe i'm not perfect, but i am meant to stop the cycle of sadness and tragedy.
And i still have to crucial talk with you later, to help heal you and one other person, whose condition is already bad right now, for years.
I'm tired of all the absurdity already...
I'm so tired....
And you have no right at all to act high and mighty to me, Mr. Gaiman...
Have you no honor...
I'm so tired...
Btw...just like Ellison, i am like this: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1387863764721045510?s=19
I'm different from him tho.
Has softer heart, kinder.
Has softer heart, kinder.
Btw...Gaiman, because you slighted me...fuck you, stealth bastard.
Now we are even.
Use your time to help the people.
Use your time to help the people.
What makes me angry wasn't that he slighted me...
But:
- i'm dying, the world is crumbling, and this lowly stealth shit used his abilities to attack me
- the type of slight was unfair, because he knew shit, bcs he did infinitely worse things than me
But:
- i'm dying, the world is crumbling, and this lowly stealth shit used his abilities to attack me
- the type of slight was unfair, because he knew shit, bcs he did infinitely worse things than me
Stop it, Gaiman.
(And don't you dare denying that you attacked me. You wanna be a liar too now?)
There r many problems in this world.
Let's just solve those problems.
(And don't you dare denying that you attacked me. You wanna be a liar too now?)
There r many problems in this world.
Let's just solve those problems.
I'm still angry for one thing...
No, Mr. Gaiman...you are the coward, you are the lowly one, you are the trash, with that infinitely unforgivable thing you did.
If all your pain and suffering clouded your eyes so much you can't see that, go buy a mirror.
No, Mr. Gaiman...you are the coward, you are the lowly one, you are the trash, with that infinitely unforgivable thing you did.
If all your pain and suffering clouded your eyes so much you can't see that, go buy a mirror.
Fuck you, stealth asshole.
Go fuck yourself.
Go fuck yourself.
I'm more worried about the other one tho...nice person, has done nothing wrong...hm...
Neil Gaiman is asshole, but still i'm worried about him a bit...hm...
Mrs. Palmer, please be by his side.
Ash, please comfort your Dada.
Mr. Gaiman is very sick, he's been hiding is for years and years, that brutal pain and suffering of his.
Look at that double eyebags beneath each of his eyes. Those are just small indicators.
Ash, please comfort your Dada.
Mr. Gaiman is very sick, he's been hiding is for years and years, that brutal pain and suffering of his.
Look at that double eyebags beneath each of his eyes. Those are just small indicators.
When he's alone and the accumulated pain is unbearable, he'll lose himself and attack anyone around him.
The example is when Gaiman and Mrs. Palmer had fight and Gaiman exiled himself, to clear his mind etc.
The example is when Gaiman and Mrs. Palmer had fight and Gaiman exiled himself, to clear his mind etc.
Gaiman's condition is like an american football athlete who became agressive bcs of brain problem and too many pain.
Therefore the correct thing to do is to treat him well and with care. He needs support and understanding, especially from Mrs. Palmer and Ash.
Therefore the correct thing to do is to treat him well and with care. He needs support and understanding, especially from Mrs. Palmer and Ash.
If you don't see Gaiman as agressive, it's because he's a full stealth type.
He channel his wrath etc into his writings.
For example, he was enraged by Victor Hugo sexual depravity, therefore he named one of the ghouls in "The Graveyard Book" as Victor Hugo.
He channel his wrath etc into his writings.
For example, he was enraged by Victor Hugo sexual depravity, therefore he named one of the ghouls in "The Graveyard Book" as Victor Hugo.
You can find that in the chapter of hound of god, with Miss Lupescu in it.
He also named one of the ghouls as Emperor of China, because the emperor has too many concubines, a sexual depravity he was deeply enraged with.
He also named one of the ghouls as Emperor of China, because the emperor has too many concubines, a sexual depravity he was deeply enraged with.
He also named one of the ghouls as 33rd President of United States.
Most likely because Harry S. Truman's (the said president) decision to drop the atomic bombs.
Most likely because Harry S. Truman's (the said president) decision to drop the atomic bombs.
Victor Hugo, Truman, and Emperor of China 'devoured so many bodies', so he the ghouls as them.
A symbollic stealth attack.
A symbollic stealth attack.
Neil Gaiman needs serious care and compassion.
The naming of the ghouls are understandable, but over time he's lost himself and started attacking innocent people too, in his writings.
I realized that, very clearly.
The naming of the ghouls are understandable, but over time he's lost himself and started attacking innocent people too, in his writings.
I realized that, very clearly.
That's why Mrs. Palmer and Ash need to be by his side, always.
I can't help him yet now.
He has to wait.
I can't help him yet now.
He has to wait.
Let's continue the analysis of Neil Gaiman's psyche.
Because of so many pain and suffering in his life, finally he was fed up, he couldn't take it anymore.
Slowly but surely in the deepest level of his psyche appeared thoughts like these:
"Others must feel these pains too. They should know this pain too, should feel it too."
Slowly but surely in the deepest level of his psyche appeared thoughts like these:
"Others must feel these pains too. They should know this pain too, should feel it too."
He channeled those supremely negative thoughts into his fiction writing, into the Nightmare Realms type of stories.
Those are the stories specifically design to induce pain to the readers.
Those are the stories specifically design to induce pain to the readers.
*designed
The principle of such stories are to DESTROY ALL THE RIGHT AND GOOD THINGS IN THIS WORLD and transform them into pain, horror, perversion, etc.
An example of this is "Snow, Glass, Apples", a story that if it is given to be read by Budiman Sudjatmiko, he'll have severe trauma.
An example of this is "Snow, Glass, Apples", a story that if it is given to be read by Budiman Sudjatmiko, he'll have severe trauma.
Other example is the "Babycakes" short story, in which Gaiman told how to TORTURE BABIES.
So...yep. The right thing in world would be to love babies and care about them, but in one of that Nightmare Realm stories he tortured the babies.
That is the secret of such stories.
So...yep. The right thing in world would be to love babies and care about them, but in one of that Nightmare Realm stories he tortured the babies.
That is the secret of such stories.
This is that story: https://www.google.com/amp/s/maitreyiananth.wordpress.com/2012/05/29/babycakes-a-short-story-by-neil-gaiman-9-2/amp/
He had so many pain and suffering for years it warped and twisted his psyche, until finally he was fed up, n just like an american football athlete who had too many brain damages, he began to became agressive, wrote those Nightmarish (pain inducing, torturing others, etc) things
"Babycakes" was one of such stories, in which he tortured babies like this:
If you wonder how can a seemingly mild mannered man like Neil Gaiman can over time slowly deterioted psychologically to wanted to torture babies, you can read "Piercing" by Ryu Murakami.
That Nightmarish stories of his can be defeated, if you have strong spirit and make preparation.
For example: before you read it, make sure you have all the good things in your life that can lift your spirits (family, hobby, etc), and after you read those Nightmarish stories-
For example: before you read it, make sure you have all the good things in your life that can lift your spirits (family, hobby, etc), and after you read those Nightmarish stories-
, you surround yourself with them.
The right and good things will wash away the destruction-of-good-things and your psyche will be healed again.
The right and good things will wash away the destruction-of-good-things and your psyche will be healed again.
Other example of those Nightmarish stories SPECIFICALLY DESIGNED TO TORTURE READERS was "Only the End of the World Again", in which the protahonist was a werewolf and ATE A GIRL (i remember that he ate someone innocent there).
The werewolf is him, Neil Gaiman.
A symbollic representation of his pain, of his deep and secret dream to become werewolf, TO HURT OTHERS.
The sign can be found in "One Life, Furnished in Early Moorcock" story by him.
A symbollic representation of his pain, of his deep and secret dream to become werewolf, TO HURT OTHERS.
The sign can be found in "One Life, Furnished in Early Moorcock" story by him.
In that story, he confessed of his dream to become werewolf to his friend.
Also in that story, he wrote about his VERY DEEP RESENTMENT of life and living in this world, which can be found in the part when the boy protagonist was pulled back from a brief trip to fantasy world.
Also in that story, he wrote about his VERY DEEP RESENTMENT of life and living in this world, which can be found in the part when the boy protagonist was pulled back from a brief trip to fantasy world.
Maybe he was bullied etc in school, and other brutally painful events.
A werewolf is symbollic representation of a mentally deranged person who becomes an agressive monster (who attacks other human) on full moon.
One example of this is a serial killer who kills according to cycle of the moon.
You can read this in Francis Dolarhyde, the serial killer in "Red Dragon" novel.
You can read this in Francis Dolarhyde, the serial killer in "Red Dragon" novel.
We people have stories about werewolf, about finding who is werewolf hiding among villagers, among ordinary people.
Those are guides, given through stories, to:
"Find the monster who in daylight looks like normal person but can transform to monster who attack others"
Those are guides, given through stories, to:
"Find the monster who in daylight looks like normal person but can transform to monster who attack others"
Why through stories?
Because in the olden days, in the past, psychological analysis are not so good. Psychiatric evaluation was so bad, including the treatment (such as electrocuting the brain of the patient with electrode, etc).
Because in the olden days, in the past, psychological analysis are not so good. Psychiatric evaluation was so bad, including the treatment (such as electrocuting the brain of the patient with electrode, etc).
You can watch about this in "The Wolfman" movie:
There, you can see that BOTH Lawrence Talbot and Sir John Talbot were Wolfman.
Which means the werewolf condition is hereditary, genetic.
It proves that the wolfman is a psychological problem with genetic risk factor which can manifest when the situation is fulfilled.
Which means the werewolf condition is hereditary, genetic.
It proves that the wolfman is a psychological problem with genetic risk factor which can manifest when the situation is fulfilled.
Here is the movie: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wolfman_(2010_film)
All this PROVES that Neil Gaiman was very much in pain, so much so that he WANTED TO BECOME WEREWOLF, TO HURT OTHERS.
for the record, if the genetic risk factor is known beforehand and not so severe, the condition can be 'managed' so that the person doesn't attack others so badly.
Example:
- Professor Lupin in Harry Potter (semi dangerous)
- Miss Lupescu in "The Graveyard Book" (non dangerous)
Example:
- Professor Lupin in Harry Potter (semi dangerous)
- Miss Lupescu in "The Graveyard Book" (non dangerous)
Stop attacking me, Neil Gaiman.
You need care, help, and treatment.
Let others help you, damn it.
You need care, help, and treatment.
Let others help you, damn it.
Mrs. Palmer, now you understand a bit about the severity of your hudband's psychological condition.
Please be by his side for a while.
Make sure Ash is always there too.
Neil Gaiman can't be left alone for too long, otherwise he becomes Wolfman.
Please be by his side for a while.
Make sure Ash is always there too.
Neil Gaiman can't be left alone for too long, otherwise he becomes Wolfman.
Neil Gaiman is a Spiritual Wolfman.
He is in dire need of help and treatment.
He should be treated very carefully and with great compassion.
He is in dire need of help and treatment.
He should be treated very carefully and with great compassion.
(and i'm being nice here, seriously.
I understand how much pain and suffering he has, etc.)
I understand how much pain and suffering he has, etc.)
(in "The Wolfman" movie, you can also watch an example of HOW BAD psychiatric treatment and understanding back then.)
Wolfman is a person who becomes dangerous and murderous to others, an example of it is a serial killer like this: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1388156006962667520?s=19
Neil Gaiman is a Spiritual Serial Killer, a global level one.
His spiritual power level is off the chart and not to be taken lightly at all.
His spiritual power level is off the chart and not to be taken lightly at all.
He expressed the dark desire to be Wolfman (Spiritual Serial Killer) here: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1388155019724169219?s=19
There was strong autobiographical elements in that story, confessions, because the real Neil Gaiman also attended school like in that "One Life, Furnished in Early Moorcock", like these:
In that story, you'll find that he got stellar grades atbthe subject of religion, divinity, myths, etc.
He was unbelievably strong and good, in those subjects (which was why he was able to be Spiritual Serial Killer later).
He was unbelievably strong and good, in those subjects (which was why he was able to be Spiritual Serial Killer later).
Here, an example of deep ties between young Gaiman and matter of religions etc (look at that Scientology thing!):
That "One Life, Furnished in Early Moorcock" was autobiographical and confessional.
Lonely boy, genius at religions-related subject, loved to read (fantasy, etc), spectacullar level of intelligence (can read at age of four!):
Lonely boy, genius at religions-related subject, loved to read (fantasy, etc), spectacullar level of intelligence (can read at age of four!):
The other reason why he was so strong spiritually was because he was TRAINED in religion-related matter by his Jewish tutor and mentor:
You can read about it here: https://www.thejc.com/culture/interviews/interview-neil-gaiman-1.16518
The genius boy was also trained and got special education for two years:
Which was why this Spiritual Serial Killer can wrote religious stories like this one, "Jerusalem":
That "Jerusalem" story told us about madness in Jerusalem, a 'crack' where religious fervor is TOO STRONG and can induce a state of temporary madness to the people, tourists, visitors, etc.
Which IS TRUE, here is THE PROOF:
(My deepest condolences to all the people who passed away at that pilgrimage site.
May all their mistakes are forgiven, may they get the best place at the other side.
Amin).
May all their mistakes are forgiven, may they get the best place at the other side.
Amin).
And that is but a small example of spiritual power level of this guy.
Do not be fooled by his mild-mannered appearance.
Never underestimate him at all.
Do not be fooled by his mild-mannered appearance.
Never underestimate him at all.
If you want to have a taste of his spiritual power level and proof of his Spiritual Serial Killer tendency, you can read it at one of his Nightmare Realm stories, which is this: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Study_in_Emerald
In that story, the hero is a SERIAL KILLER.
Another proof, because in "Only the End of the World Again", the hero was a Werewolf who DEVOURED INNOCENT CIVILIANS.
Another proof, because in "Only the End of the World Again", the hero was a Werewolf who DEVOURED INNOCENT CIVILIANS.
And that stealth bastard has been trying to destroy me with his stealth techniques, he's been attacking me several times, while i was trying to save UK: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1374826536147148801?s=19
Yes...the bastard with deranged mentality (from too much pain and suffering), who wanted to TORTURE BABIES, which he expressed in "Babycakes" (one of his Nighmarish and TORTURISH stories): https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1388151682572328966?s=19
That madman who had a dark desire and wanted to torture babies has been attacking me stealthily, while i was literally trying to save all the children in UK through free school meals etc: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1386344169854013441?s=19
DON'T YOU DENY IT YOU BASTARD!
SWEAR ON YOUR LIFE, ON THE LIFE OF MRS. PALMER, ON THE LIFE OF ASH.
DON'T YOU LIE OR DENY IT, YOU DERANGED STEALTH BASTARD!
I SAW THOSE STEALTH ATTACKS!
SWEAR ON YOUR LIFE, ON THE LIFE OF MRS. PALMER, ON THE LIFE OF ASH.
DON'T YOU LIE OR DENY IT, YOU DERANGED STEALTH BASTARD!
I SAW THOSE STEALTH ATTACKS!
OTHER PROOF OF HIS PSYCOPATHIC and SPIRITUAL SERIAL KILLER TENDENCY is his "Keepsakes and Treasures" story, in which the protagonist is FULL PSYCOPATH!
Look at this:
That story is also the Nightmare Realm level and type, and also the one in which he expressed his TWISTED DESIRE TO HURT OTHER HUMAN (because the psycopath is the protagonist), of his SPIRITUAL SERIAL KILLER TENDENCY.
Of course the real life Neil Gaiman is not a pedophile, but you get the idea.
Because of too many pain and suffering, his psyche got twisted and deranged, so much so that he WANTS TO SPREAD PAIN AND HURT OTHER HUMAN TOO.
Because of too many pain and suffering, his psyche got twisted and deranged, so much so that he WANTS TO SPREAD PAIN AND HURT OTHER HUMAN TOO.
I already explained that on earlier part of this thread, here:
Not much people know about this, which was exactly why his reader expressed SHOCK too:
Why did you attack me, bastard?
I'm the last, just like you, because Ellison has gone, and Pratchett has gone.
I inherit their spirit, n i'll grant and fulfill Pratchett's last wish, to honor him
Are you deranged so much that you also attack the ones who are important to you?
I'm the last, just like you, because Ellison has gone, and Pratchett has gone.
I inherit their spirit, n i'll grant and fulfill Pratchett's last wish, to honor him
Are you deranged so much that you also attack the ones who are important to you?
Did you hurt Mrs. Palmer too, and that's why you exiled yourself from her?
What did you do with that stealth ability, to Zelazny, to so much others?
Did you attack and destroy them too?
What did you do with that stealth ability, to Zelazny, to so much others?
Did you attack and destroy them too?
What have you done to your own people, to so many other human, all this time?
Neil Gaiman is a Spiritual Wolfman.
He is a Spiritual Serial Killer.
A world level Spiritual Mass Murderer.
He is a Spiritual Serial Killer.
A world level Spiritual Mass Murderer.
This is a small proof of me inheriting the spirit of Ellison, in defending the right of writers (in UK), scroll this thread: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1383037688387817475?s=19
And this is proof of me honoring Pratchett's wish on Alzheimer, which i fulfilled: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1292105283490082818?s=19
Next time you got deranged and want to attack me again, Mr. Gaiman, i suggest you remember them.
Maybe that will wake you up from that Wolfman tendecy of yours.
Maybe that will wake you up from that Wolfman tendecy of yours.
And i still intend to honor, grant, and fulfill Pratchett's last wish.
Attacking me is the same as killing a dying Pratchett.
That will be beyond low, Mr. Gaiman, even for you.
Attacking me is the same as killing a dying Pratchett.
That will be beyond low, Mr. Gaiman, even for you.
Not only that, i also still have to help the people of UK. This thread here will continue: https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1386354030272602112?s=19
Or maybe Neil Gaiman doesn't care about the people of UK at all. At the surface he's helping them, while under the water he's been attacking me with stealth attack (which means endangering the better future of UK).
Maybe his Wolfman tendency is already beyond help.
Maybe his Wolfman tendency is already beyond help.
By attacking me, Neil Gaiman also attacked all the people of Indonesia, because i am guardian of Indonesia, because i help all the people of Indonesia with this thread (and this thread will continue): https://twitter.com/RezkiSobri/status/1376823620635295746?s=19
