And just like that my life changed forever. Being put in a band of what seems to be like amazing people. Though I haven’t fully met them yet, their personalities shine though each one of their smiles. They were smiling big in a moment like this, as was I.+

They were all so readable, yet so unread. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. It all happened so fast. I’m sure it was going to be so great. But still the fear of failure creeped into my mind. I’m probably overthinking it too much, but I do that a lot. +

Liam stood out to me first. He smiles with so much joy. He seems so genuine and kind. He has crinkles by his eyes that were very noticeable. Probably couldn’t miss them if you tried. His smile feels very protecting. I can feel this type of warmth to it. Something that I could +

use in my life. Someone I can trust. He seems to fit the spot perfectly. Only time will tell. +

Zayns smile seems calming. I can tell he wears his heart out on his sleeve. Almost like you could talk to him for hours. Like a person you could stay up til 3 a.m. talking to. Like he wouldn’t judge anything you were saying, even if you were speaking out of your ass.+

He would listen still. I didn’t have to look into him that much. Because his character was so on display. You could tell what type of person he was not only through his smile but through his deep caramel eyes that were smiling too.+

Niall.His smile made me smile even harder than I already was. With his smile he had a laugh, one that i could get used to. A laugh you would just have to laugh with. I can see the future with him. A lot of fun memories. I can tell he’s an easy going guy.+

Someone who’s down for anything. Someone to be your best friend. +

Last was louis. I can’t quite explain what his smile holds. He’s like an unread book. I don’t think you’ll ever get know him until you flip over the first page. But still there was something so special about him. He looks like he holds his personality very close to him.+

Almost like he’s afraid to let anyone see what’s truly below the surface. But there is a few things that stick out about him. the way his hair sits perfectly on his forehead some strands touching his eyelashes just enough to make them move every time he blinks.+

the way his blue eyes have this certain glow from the stage lights. the way he carries himself, with so much confidence and strength. Although he was hard to understand. It didn’t take away from the fact that he really is a beautiful boy. +

My mind starts emptying it’s thoughts. And as it does I can slowly start hearing the crowd cheers fill my brain. We were standing in front of an audience of people excited to be here. Maybe them putting us in a group is the best thing they could’ve done.+

Maybe it could be the worst. I don’t know what the future holds. But standing here in this moment with the 5 of us standing together holding each other close, it feels so natural. And it feels so safe. +

prologue of beautiful boy.. a fan fiction written by me:3

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