ok so this guy keeps flirting w me and i like him and heās actually pretty hot and today i was like āyo like what are we if we are anythingā and heās all like ???? so i just gotta know why do guys meaninglessly flirt and not have feelings like..?
and on top of that i be talking to other guy friends of mine and he be getting jealous and shit and mad at me and he donāt wanna talk to me but when i wanna talk abt us and shit he get mad and change the subject
and mind you this has been going on for like 2 years and iāve recently been getting sick of it cause i started to like this other nigga and he liked me back but i thought i was gonna lose him so i stopped talking to the other guy but i donāt get it DO HE WANT ME OR NOT
and imma keep ranting right quick but omfg can men just be specific w their feelings like i came straight out and told this mf ālike what are we itās clear that we both like each otherā and he was like āyou donāt gotta bring that shit upā LIKE AS IF WE EVER TALK ABT IT
and it sounds like i hate this nigga rn and i do goddamn he get on my nerves but i just canāt stop liking him and iām so scared to tell him like āyeah straight up iāve been in love w you for the past 2 yearsā cause idk what imma do if he donāt feel the same
god i talk too damn much but i want him so bad and like everyone around us are always like āwhen are yāall gonna date
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">ā and iām always like āYEAH WHEN IS IT GONNA HAPPENā and it just never happens. niggas are such fucking pussies when it comes to feelings and shit
and to make everything better we got every class together so i be seeing him everywhere and we sit next to each other at every lunch and class but heās still too pussy to tell me if he even likes me or if weāre just friends i canāt take this no more
and i got a good amount of guy friends and he knows i donāt see none of them like that cause i be telling him just to see if he can take a fucking hint and heās just like āoh cool wtvr i donāt even careā and at this point imma start fake dating someone just to see what he do
cause this shit is sickening like iām repulsed that i even typed this out and that iām going through this omfg deadass iām fuming why couldnāt i get some simple love story instead of this bull i want him so bad ughhh
and itās not like thereās no wya he isnāt interested cause weāve actually fucking kissed before back in like freshman year but we werenāt close and now that we are i donāt wanna bring it up cause idk if he remembers or if he even thinks abt it as much as i do
and iām not tryna gas myself up w/out a face reveal on this app but iām pretty fucking hot and i be talking to a good amount of guys and i only want him but it feels so one sided sometimes omfg
anyways imma keep ranting on this but iām sick this is gross iām too old for this
im back and iām here to talk abt it! so im a junior rn and weāve both known each other since 2nd grade cause our schools connected and wtvr so everyone in school is abt to quarantine for the whole month of may and we only have one week after we come back
so i donāt feel like i have much time w him and iām so scared that iām gonna lose him and that when we get back things are gonna be different in june and i just donāt want that to happen cause i really love this kid like..
and we usually donāt hug much and yesterday was the last day and we hugged but get this all his homies were there so they was like āDAMNNN [redacted] YOU HOOKING UP WIT MANNYā and back in middle school i used to fw one of his friends and he was there so i got nervous
cause that mf always on some shit when me and (his fake name will just be anthony) are talking so i was all like āi mean maybeā but obviously as a joke and anthony went w it and he was like āi mean shit who knowsā and the other dude was looking all mad as shit in the back
talking about ānah no way theyāre fucking look at herā and i was really hurt cause itās like why come for my looks and whatnot cause ur jealous that we only talked in like 8th grade. ngl it did make me hella upset and i went home in a bad mood but then anthony texted me
and yk what he said āiāve been thinking abt this and what if we fake dated like as a jokeā BITCH AS A JOKE!!?!?!? so ofc i said yes. and now weāre fake dating.
this has to be karma cause i started this thread like a day ago omg