cw/ supernatural
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put a content warning in case you’re easily spooked like me lolll. but anyway i just wanted to write down what just happened as i feel emotional and honestly no one needs to read this i just want to rant
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put a content warning in case you’re easily spooked like me lolll. but anyway i just wanted to write down what just happened as i feel emotional and honestly no one needs to read this i just want to rant
so i went to a family member’s funeral this morning and have been feeling weird all day today. like i’ve been surrounded by the grief that was there this morning. i was sat on a chair near my desk facing the wall because i was watching something on my projector
only like 10 minutes earlier i had been thinking about how this grief feels different to the grief of my uncle and i looked at a picture of my uncle and thought about how my grief for him feels familiar but this new grief feels, well it feels new
so whilst sat watching the video on my projector i started to zone out and then heard what sounded like either when i drop my keys into a bowl (which i often do at uni so i don’t lose them) or someone tapping their fingernails on the plant pot next to me
bare in mind my chair wasn’t touching the desk so it couldn’t have been me. my keys were on a notebook which wasn’t touching the plant pot. and the bowl is on a different table. i can’t lie i feel like someone was letting me know they’re here
i wish i wasn’t so scared of the supernatural because i’d have loved nothing more than to try to reach out to whoever it was that was here. i miss my people.
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