i need to talk about something.

basically my parents found out i was using my phone at night despite the time limits. now they’ve taken extra precautions to turn my wifi fully off at night. this is going to affect me an intense amount, with so much more changing than just no-

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-social media. it means when i need help and need someone to tell me to not self harm i can’t get that help. it means all music i want to listen to (music is my biggest coping mechanism and my parents know it) will have to be downloaded therefore taking so much-

-of the space on my phone. it means i can’t talk to my online friends, so i’ll be even more alone. it fucks everything up so much more than usual and i don’t know what i’m going to do. i’ll probably be really ia at night for the unforseeable future, but-

-hopefully i’ll be okay. i doubt it, but yk. if you read this whole thing i love you and you really helped just by listening :) end of thread (probably)