sometimes i wonder if finding someone who really inspires me and i admire and vice versa will solve all my problems and make me happy

false alarm that was my moon talking

i dont really like lovey stuff but i like it when other people do it i really dont know how i would be in a relationship relationship

but sometimes i feel like its something i need but i dont know if that something i really want or its just a romanticization of media and other relationships

im not sure if i want a really good friend or a partner my mind blurs the friendship-relationship line idk

what am i doing lemme get into this final ahahah