and so it is remembered: today marks one year since i became a mod for the project x community.

becoming a mod pulled me out of one of the darkest phases of my life. i was at rock bottom. but this gave me something to get out of bed for. in my times of health anxiety, it gave-
me something else to focus on. i knew that i had to come to streams, because people needed me. i felt important. i felt wanted in a space that meant a lot to me.

this is gonna be a long thread, because becoming a mod is honestly the thing that changed my life for the better.
to the project x community: thank you for accepting me, advocating for me, and believing in me. even in my darkest periods, you all still cared. it feels good to know i can come into streams and have a little family who knows my name and makes me feel welcome. truly, we are lucky
to have such an amazing group of people as a community. it’s unlike any other twitch or discord group i’ve ever seen, and from the bottom of my heart i appreciate that.
to the beb squeb:
you guys are the greatest friends i’ve known. you have been with me through thick and thin, and becoming a mod with y’all was some sort of immediate family bond. some days, i feel like you six are my only ties to the world. thank you for keeping me from drifting
off into nothingness. your friendship, your love, and your kindness means everything to me. i feel accepted as a whole, and i know i don’t have to hold anything back around you. thank you for taking on this insane job with me. you mean the absolute world to me. i love you all.
to maxx:
thank you for trusting me. thank you for putting up with me. thank you for being the light at the end of the tunnel i could run toward even when i felt like the walls were closing in. your support of me, my career, and my personal endeavors means the world to me, -
especially since i have looked up to you so much for the past few years. thanks for taking a chance on me and my editing, as well. it’s a treat to be able to make stuff for you.

every time i try to be sappy about shit i feel the need to point out that while i poke fun at you
daily, it comes from a genuine place of endearment and appreciation. i know you’re still abysmal at taking compliments (as am i), but i really am so proud of how much you’ve grown not only on twitch, but as a person. you’ve come so far. love you bub.
to coby:
thank you for keeping all of our loose ends tied together. really, truly, without you i don’t know what we’d do. thank you for taking all of my jokes with flying colors, even the unfair ones.

when we were looking for another mod, we knew immediately you were our prime
choice for the job. you have handled everything with such grace and excelled at everything. you make it look easy. (you also make minecraft look easy, twerp.)

thank you for being my friend. i know what it’s like being the “new guy” but honestly, it feels like you’ve been family
forever. thank you for seeing through my weird and confusing exterior for the good inside. love you lots, fizzy lemonade apologist
to lydia:
hello, my partner in crime. one of the three people i trust most on this godforsaken earth. when we started doing this, i said that there’s no one else i’d rather be taking on this job with. and that still rings true today. being a mod has given me one of my best
friends i’ve ever had, and i’m eternally grateful for that. we started as pals, but as we figured out things and went through trials together, we became closer than i could have ever imagined.

i’ve seen you grow so much as a person, too. i’m so proud of you and who you’ve
become, and who you still have yet to become in the future. i could not have done any of this without you by my side. from the confidence boosts, to the solidarity through the hard times, to all the laughs. thank you for being here for all of it. love you so much.
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