i uhhh remember what the thread was and i might delete this because its personal but still just read the fucking thread

i-i always feel like im selfish and i never talk about my feelings because of that and i think i need help but i dont want help because that will make me feel even fucking more selfish BECAUSE IM PAYING SOMEBODY so that i can talk about my fucking self thread

and i also am gonna feel selfish when i say shit like this because people have been through SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE i mean i have friends who have been r@p3d and m()l3sted and i just feel like a horrible person all the time and just nevermind end of thread