A girl kissed me on the cheek once in line 2017 and I honestly haven't recovered it was entirely platonic but also I am a lesbian and it broke me

It was in at an anti-fascist rally at the city capitol building where I was photographed sobbing and looking ugly as fuck by the tribune (thankfully it was buried deep in an album in the online edition and I think nobody saw)

It was also a girl who had used to be a regular at my barista job that I had just quit a few weeks before and one time I'm 2016 or so I'd actually thought she was totally hitting on me and I wrote my number on her cup and she decidedly did not call me

Anyway then in like. Mid 2019 I ordered a burrito on postmates and she turned out to the driver and we had a brief awkward interaction and it was all just real fucking weird

I don't know what the point of this thread was. My life has been real fucking weird at times I guess and damn I like girls