I can& #39;t be trapped here another year. I can& #39;t. I& #39;m going to have to crowdfund the wheelchair lift and a motorized chair.

Or Elon Musk could apologize to me for dogpiling me last year by just buying them for me. I dunno. He makes what it would cost in less than a second.

I& #39;m a little hysterical rn because I haven& #39;t had any in-home healthcare since last March, it& #39;s caused terrible decompensation, made me sicker and I& #39;m overwhelmed by the cumulative impact of the physical pain and emotional trauma of it all. And I& #39;m exhausted from being "tough."

And you can& #39;t criticize anyone in your medical orbit or it makes things worse. Because for #disabled people so much of the system is an incipient threat. Which is just so wrong. We are already on tenterhooks.