I can't be trapped here another year. I can't. I'm going to have to crowdfund the wheelchair lift and a motorized chair.

Or Elon Musk could apologize to me for dogpiling me last year by just buying them for me. I dunno. He makes what it would cost in less than a second.

I'm a little hysterical rn because I haven't had any in-home healthcare since last March, it's caused terrible decompensation, made me sicker and I'm overwhelmed by the cumulative impact of the physical pain and emotional trauma of it all. And I'm exhausted from being "tough."

And you can't criticize anyone in your medical orbit or it makes things worse. Because for #disabled people so much of the system is an incipient threat. Which is just so wrong. We are already on tenterhooks.