things that made me cry while watching s&b: a thread (obviously spoilers!!!)
1. when mal brought alina a baby bunny
2. “she isn’t like you. no one is.”
3. when mal said “i’ll find my way back to you” to alina (bc they both knew he was probably going to die)
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4. “i’ll meet you at the meadow” (choked on my own snot at this onehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤮" title="Spuckendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Spuckendes Gesicht">)
5. poor alexeihttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz">
6. “maybe i won’t be here when you get back” THE ANGSThttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✋🏼" title="Erhobene Hand (mittelheller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Erhobene Hand (mittelheller Hautton)">
7. when pekka and his men beat up kaz
8. when mal chased after the carriage with alina in it
9. at how cute fedyor is

10. “you are grisha. you are not alone.”
11. when kaz put the crow club on the line for inej
12. “from me, your little friend from keramzin”
13. alina saying to genya “please don’t change my eyes”
14. zoya’s rude remark to alina
15. jesper hugging milo
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16. “you have always been my true north, mal”
17. jesper’s departure from milo
18. “you and i are going to change the world, alina”
19. “i miss milo”
20. “i’m not your mother, but i guess you’ll always be looking for one of those.”
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21. the darkling’s tearful monologue/“you are not alone”
22. mal’s reaction to dubrov/mikhael’s death - “know that when i was talking about true north, i was talking about you”
23. davidhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">
24. “that means a lot to me alina, you mean a lot” - first darklina kiss

25. the way aleksander looked at alina when she entered the ballroom - “you look lovely, by the way” - “you know who you are” “i do” - inej praying to sankta alina
26. marie’s death, ESPECIALLY “i don’t want to die with the wrong face on”
27. inej’s reaction to her first kill
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28. WHEN ALEKSANDER GOT BACK TO THE WAR ROOM EXCITED AND ALINA WAS GONEhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
29. “thank you for finding me” “always, i’ll always find you.”
30. “i’m sorry it took me so long to see you alina, but i see you now.”
31. luda’s death, more specifically aleksander’s reaction
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32. “just mortal”
33. the stag’s death
34. “and you.” - “no saint ever watched over me, not like you have.”
35. genya’s storyhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz">
36. mal and the goat
37. “you could’ve made me your equal. instead you made me this.”
38. “i will keep you warm”
39. nina’s “betrayal”
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40. “you chose to betray our people” “i was trying to save us”
41. “don’t you dare say meet me in the meadow” - “my hand is yours.”
42. zoya+alina’s reconciliation
43. nina+matthiashttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz">

disclaimer: yes, i was on my period the first time i watched it

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