sometimes I like... forget ? That I'm transgender? Like not in the cool gender euphoria way but in the "when ppl talk about transgender issues I still dont feel like I'm part of the conversation" even though I'm literally actually transgender

I think it has something to do with how a lot of people i knew at the time reacted to me coming out because I had a few friends who were trans themselves but made me feel as though I was faking it and so now I still dont feel like I fit the criteria I guess

Theres no point to this thread btw I'm just thinking aloud because I saw a tiktok comment that made me realize that I like... despite how far along in my transition I am I dont feel "trans enough"