maybe this is obvious and I was just completely clueless, but I had no idea that Medicare isn't free. I had no idea that unless you pay, you won't get access to basic care and medication

I had no idea insurance companies are the middle man for advantage plans. I'm back with BCBS

I also had no idea until 2 weeks ago that they'd take that payment out of my monthly disability benefits.

so now I'm nearly $200 short of bill money that I needed every penny of every month.

and idk what to do.

I'm thankful for both... SSDI and Medicare... but fuck.

so I'm rummaging through, trying to find things I could sell.

this is so frustrating.

well I'm surviving on CCs but I can't pay bills with those.

because Medicare now takes out nearly $200 of my SSDI, I'm very short on bill money and only had about 2 weeks of notice

I'm figuring out long term what I need to do.

attached to this will be my links, if you can help

PayPal: @/BrookeCrume
Venmo: @/ZenMeow
Cash app: $ZenMeow
Zelle: please DM me

it's absolutely okay if you're not in a position to help. I don't enjoy begging or asking for help. I'm going to ensure I won't have to do this every month. I am working on it, I promise you that.