maybe this is obvious and I was just completely clueless, but I had no idea that Medicare isn& #39;t free. I had no idea that unless you pay, you won& #39;t get access to basic care and medication

I had no idea insurance companies are the middle man for advantage plans. I& #39;m back with BCBS

I also had no idea until 2 weeks ago that they& #39;d take that payment out of my monthly disability benefits.

so now I& #39;m nearly $200 short of bill money that I needed every penny of every month.

and idk what to do.

I& #39;m thankful for both... SSDI and Medicare... but fuck.

so I& #39;m rummaging through, trying to find things I could sell.

this is so frustrating.

well I& #39;m surviving on CCs but I can& #39;t pay bills with those.

because Medicare now takes out nearly $200 of my SSDI, I& #39;m very short on bill money and only had about 2 weeks of notice

I& #39;m figuring out long term what I need to do.

attached to this will be my links, if you can help

PayPal: @/BrookeCrume
Venmo: @/ZenMeow
Cash app: $ZenMeow
Zelle: please DM me

it& #39;s absolutely okay if you& #39;re not in a position to help. I don& #39;t enjoy begging or asking for help. I& #39;m going to ensure I won& #39;t have to do this every month. I am working on it, I promise you that.