Julian called me again yesterday, wearing his apologetic voice, I said calmly "I would appreciate it if you called another operator" then hung up. This is how I will operate him in future. It& #39;s not my responsibility to handle his psychological gaslighting manipulative BS.

However badass no nonsense you believe you are, there are always a few curve balls you absolutely couldn& #39;t see coming at you. I can& #39;t even explain how he trashes my psyche he just does. I& #39;m Also to busy to waste time analysing it. Verbally and mentally blocking him is self care.

He& #39;s the kind of client I have brushed under the carpet and dismissed as a pain in the arse because in the grand scheme of BS I deal with every day that& #39;s all he is, except he& #39;s not. For some inexplicable reason I find him triggering. Chose to refuse, its freeing. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">