in the jujutsu world, it seems you don't want to be a special grade.
yuki seems powerful but doesn't listen to higherups, gojo is seen as a nuisance, yuta was up for execution, and yaga was almost designated as a special grade for his potential to make an army (1/5)

and geto was probably given this designation after figuring out uzumaki post-spv mission. the higherups might have feared his potential to extract basically any cursed technique, giving him unlimited cursed techniques at his disposal (2/5) https://twitter.com/chuuyasoup/status/1364218159083970561

it's almost like special grade isn't a positive rank at all; it's a way for higherups to single out and label problematic individuals that threaten the status quo. "imposing an indefinite restraint." it's almost like a leash, if the sorcerer wanted to be part of society. (3/5)

yuki wanted to work w/fellow special grades, knowing the responsibility (curse) of their power and the uneasy relationship they maintain w/the higherups. special grades are a lonely existence and they strive for connections b/c they have very few who can understand them. (4/5)

it makes me think abt the additional pressures on gojo and geto as teens; while gojo may be used to it due to being six eyes, if geto was treated w/similar distrust by higherups while struggling w/his disrupted worldview, no wonder he couldn't see a way out except to BE out (5/5)

it makes me wonder if special grade curse users are on an automatic death sentence to be carried out by gojo. if you're not part of jujutsu society, if you're not willing to be controlled by higherups, then you die, as simple as that.
(how many executions had gojo carried out?)