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- and i feel like the world deserves to know how much of an angel he is. There& #39;s this man I know for 4 years, We obv like each other,and to be certain he told me he likes me several times already
- and i feel like the world deserves to know how much of an angel he is. There& #39;s this man I know for 4 years, We obv like each other,and to be certain he told me he likes me several times already
- I& #39;m a type of person who turns very cold towards someone when they tell me they have feelings for me. Don& #39;t get me wrong, I& #39;m sweet din, somehow. I have my personal reasons why...
- I have been in a toxic manipulative relationship ( that I don& #39;t obv don& #39;t want 2 consider a relationship) That relationship opened my eyes to a lot, that I didn& #39;t thought I would even experience.
- In that toxic relationship, the guy forces me to send nude pictures or pics ( which I did not send in any way,never would I take that risk) I felt so disgusting everytime I look at the mirror. I look like an object that men uses for their satisfaction. Hindi pagmamahal yon
- then his manipulative ass almost led to sexual abuse. Eventually I got out of that relationship. I was to traumatized that I trust no men around me, had to go to several psychiatric therapies just to forget that.
- then I met this wonderful guy, It wasn& #39;t easy to trust people again, he worked so hard to get me to trust him, It took me 2 and a half years to fully trust him, and he waited that long for me to be able to trust him. Imagine that 
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- not just that, in that 2½ years, he went through a lot. I pushed him away, and tried to cut him off several times. I wasn& #39;t even paying attention to him,ever. Pero alam mo yung, sinusubukan niya talaga??? just wow https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👏🏻" title="Applaus-Zeichen (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Applaus-Zeichen (heller Hautton)">
- I& #39;m not a materialistic person but I would like to flex how much he has done for me. My favorite flowers are tulips,which in our area is very much hard to find. So instead for looking for flower shops, he planted tulips. HE PLANTED TULIPS!!!!
- That he eventually gave everytime the flowers were ready to harvest, he gave me bouquets of tulips occasionally with matching letters ( he& #39;s hand writing btw is immaculate haha) and sometimes it came with foods that I like.
- he was not super rich, pero rich na parang may kaya, ganon? Even if he& #39;s living in a pile of money, never siya humingi ng money sa parents niya, instead, he sold some of his paintings to take me on the simplest and happiest dates!
- he& #39;s the most creative person I know, during typhoons his tulip field eventually gets ruined so he had to improvise crafted tulip flowers made of magazines, newspapers or colored paper.
- he& #39;s the kind of man everyone would want, He& #39;s smart, top student ng class nila, a basketball player pero never niya pinabayaan studies niya. He& #39;s a gentleman to his sisters, and a genuine son to his mom.
- He protected me during the days I feel unsafe and threatened. He gets to dance me everytime he gets a chance to do so, during sunrise, sunsets, or even just silliest times on the daily basis.
- My family trusts him so much, that my parents allow me in going road trips with him to the places, I& #39;m sure no one& #39;s ever heard of. He never gets to hold my hand, or hug me, any physical touch.
- I was so scarred by my past relationship that I hated physical touch. He respected how I felt, and never really did touch me. He has this thing that he does when he feels tempted to do so, he closes his eyes and prays.
- He& #39;s God fearing, family oriented and a very funny guy haha. We didn& #39;t talk over the phone or even texted a lot, we respect each others personal time.
- At those moments, I felt like the happiest and the most alive person in the world. He made me believe that there& #39;s still hope in every downfall.
- I lost him though, he had battles of his own that I didn& #39;t know off. He had little demons that he feared and eventually gave up on. In that 6 years, I didn& #39;t tell him I love him,nor even said yes to be his girlfriend. I just lost him.
- To my angel, I love you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🕊️" title="Friedens-Taube" aria-label="Emoji: Friedens-Taube"> you did great bud! so much....You healed me, thank you,bud.
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