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[Thread] Clarifying this. Today was probably the absolute worst day of my life I have ever experienced. I said this, meant it at the time, and then carefully thought about it. Honestly, I don’t even know how many times I have to apologize for this, but I’m sorry.
![[Thread] Clarifying this. Today was probably the absolute worst day of my life I have ever experienced. I said this, meant it at the time, and then carefully thought about it. Honestly, I don’t even know how many times I have to apologize for this, but I’m sorry.](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E0BrBM3WUAQXPQt.jpg "[Thread] Clarifying this. Today was probably the absolute worst day of my life I have ever experienced. I said this, meant it at the time, and then carefully thought about it. Honestly, I don’t even know how many times I have to apologize for this, but I’m sorry.")
Today I lost a lot of great people in my life because of my stupidity, and I was even more stupid for saying this. As a black male, I have gone through a lot of things that a lot of people haven’t experienced, and I’m only 16. I’ve had people call me the n-word multiple times...
and had people that were even racist to me, so you really can understand why I had these certain viewpoints. And I honestly apologize for that part too. I have to realize that though other people may not experience what I have, they can still possibly have it happen...
Continuing the thread, today I went through a lot of harassment, including someone disrespecting my pronouns. I have some screenshots of harassment today, and honestly it really drained my mental health seeing all these things:
Though half of those aren’t harassments, it really, honestly did make me think to hate myself today. I felt so alone today, and my mental health was draining. Which forced me to tweet these out. Though a lot of people are mad at me, I honestly did hate myself for the events today
Continuing... I’ve been saying sorry all day, and I will continue to. Though I know the community hates me, I will always love it.
The first two screenshots are courtesy of @.Frezzi54 and @.urangylol who saw my mistakes. In the end, we all make mistakes, and we learn from them.
The first two screenshots are courtesy of @.Frezzi54 and @.urangylol who saw my mistakes. In the end, we all make mistakes, and we learn from them.
Thank you to al of my friends who made me realize that today. Without you, I probably would not be tweeting this, or even on the app right now, and I love you deeply in my heart.
We all make mistakes. It takes the strongest to admit their mistakes, and learn better from it.
