So i had something happen tonight and I am glad i had a friend chatting with me when it happened because I am not sure how I would have reacted alone. I got a total of 4 accounts (prob one or two people) who came into my stream calling me ugly in a few different ways. (1/?)

I did ban them and a few mins later they came back so I switched to followers only chat for the rest of my stream. But I always had this whole thing in my head about what all I was going to say when I got trolls in the chat saying stuff like that but I froze. (2/?)

I don't want to give up streaming. My husband normally mods for me but tonight he was busy so if it wouldn't have been for my friend @Cellosia17 chatting with me I may have broken down crying tonight. I put on the brave face but yeah... streamers are real people. I don't (3/?)

get why people do this type of stuff but I legit was paranoid the rest of the stream thinking they would make more accounts and come back. I still plan to do a facestream this Friday for Tarot but I think I might be doing more Vtuber streams so (4/?)

I don't have to deal with people picking me on for my looks or my weight. During the week I just don't have the time to put on makeup. (5/5)