Sigh. Y& #39;all please don& #39;t assume you know someone based on their social media profile or public appearances.
I don& #39;t actually like group stuff because of *anxiety*. Discord makes my brain feel like it& #39;s on fire. If a group activity is bigger than a handful of people I feel sick.
I don& #39;t actually like group stuff because of *anxiety*. Discord makes my brain feel like it& #39;s on fire. If a group activity is bigger than a handful of people I feel sick.
I& #39;m not pretending to support people for clout and then no-showing in group discussions/activities because it& #39;s all a mask or something.
And honestly the fact I got accused of this is kind of mind blowing because most of us are strangers to one another online.
And honestly the fact I got accused of this is kind of mind blowing because most of us are strangers to one another online.
"But Amaya you don& #39;t look nervous at all in podcasts or videos"
That& #39;s called being trained as a performer since I was 3 years old. It& #39;s a projection of a specific kind that serves a specific purpose.
Then I have to decompress and rest for a few DAYS when it& #39;s done.
That& #39;s called being trained as a performer since I was 3 years old. It& #39;s a projection of a specific kind that serves a specific purpose.
Then I have to decompress and rest for a few DAYS when it& #39;s done.
I shouldn& #39;t have to explain any of this, but I& #39;m tired of the WEIRD accusations that come in my dms and email. I have a hyper-responsive nervous system, I& #39;m almost always hyper-alert and hyper-vigilant. I am sensitive to stimulus of *any* kind. Looks don& #39;t tell the whole story
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Lastly, why are you obsessed w me? Why are you watching me so closely & then feel entitled to message me about this mess?
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Makes me want to crawl under a rock forever.
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Makes me want to crawl under a rock forever.