okay so i just woke up and im alr going into deep thought so let’s do this shit so a lot of people tell me im “too obsessed” with 1D, taylor, and 5sos but they dont understand why i love these people so much. they dont understand why these people mean the world. i was the same+
way, i didnt know why people were fans of things until i found 1D in 2013, i have realized that its because they make me feel valid, loved, comforted, at home, safe, and understood. people don’t understand that these people quite literally saved my life. nobody knew i struggled+
so much with it. ever since i became a fan, joined social medias, and found other fans i felt like i was finally home. i felt even more validation and i liked seeing how it was not just me who felt this way about people that are “famous” to me they feel like a family more than+
anything. my twt friends are literally the most understanding friends i’ve ever had and it makes me feel like i dont always have to text first, that i dont have to hold a conversation that feels impossible, it just flows. i have never experienced that up until now, and it is all+
because of the people i stan. people tell me its weird how im “obsessed” with ashe, taylor, 1D, and 5sos but they dont understand why these people mean so much. nobody understands why you are a fan until they become a fan of something. thats what they dont realize+
their judgement towards people who are fans doesnt do shit, it wont change my love for these people. these people are the family i have always wanted, they make my life feel a bit more structured than what usual chaos it is. i love these people, and they may not have ever met me+
but i know they love their fans, so they love every single one of you who sees these post too, your idol loves you. so the next person to tell me shit about why im a fan of things is going to get fl¡pped off with kindness because i will just send them this thread+
back to being serious but like these people provided me with every emotion that i felt like i was never getting from people around me, that was a safe space to come out, a space to vent, a space that i could feel loved. so people dont understand why i am a fan of things, until+
they become a fan of something, and that person provides all of the comfort, safety, love, and validity in the world.
so in conclusion
ashe, 1d, 5sos, and taylor ily
and if ur gonna judge me for being a fan kindly fuck off
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