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A personal thread that no one asked for lol. Today saw a thread that goes something like love is like shell collecting at the beach. You don’t pick the biggest or most beautiful but one that you really like, and you’re never coming back to the beach again
Back when I first fangirl, SJ was my ult fav but I was still a multistan. New groups keep debuting and they’re only getting hotter, more handsome, talented, charming etc. As SJ began enlistment, I start to focus on other groups & my bias keep changing. It’s like
Will I ever be satisfy? It feels like the limit is endless. There will always be a more and more perfect idol. I’ve always knew BTS since they debuted, and especially love their Boy in Luv era, but I only watched performances, nothing more.
Used to stan other groups as well, which are still very popular till now, then took some break from kpop & pandemic had me back again. When I started stanning BTS I did wonder how long it’ll last before I “swayed” away again, but the funny thing is
Yes they are perhaps hotter, more charming, more talented, funnier, but I found myself not feeling curious anymore. Even though I watched their videos etc, it’s like you acknowledged it but you heart is not swayed? Idk if it makes sense but it just feels like BTS is enough for me
I used to worry abt my tendecy of keep wanting or aiming for a better ones, a more perfect ones, but this whole experience with BTS, idk man, this is too serious, this is too funny, but I think it’ll be like a stage where yes this is not the best one but this is enough for me.
Maybe it has to do with age too lol but nvrtheless the seashell story makes me want to make this thread lol
*rephrase yes *rookie perhaps are
