God, I need to get out of this house.... I can't even go to work because of my grandmother's husband causing my anxiety to go through the roof!

It wasn't that bad when came home. I was gonna call in and let my boss know I was gonna be later than allowed due to transportation +

+ and mask issues (taxi didn't answer and had to go to UPS/left mask at home) which would've been just fine....

But Lee had to fucking make it worse by getting all upset with me for not dealing with a paper mask and coming to do the right thing!

So my boss said because I feel +

+ sick in the slightest due to anxiety through the roof, I need to stay home.

This fucking sucks!

I need a fucking roommate!

I can buy food for your household every month due to between 200 and 400 EBT dollars, you won't have to pay a dime for food. I am willing to do that +

+ for you.

Also, if I can get a job where you are or keep this one, I can help pay for utilities as well. Just let me sell my electronics that I don't need and buy the replacements and then I can pay half of anything you need me to pay for. I'm getting my first paycheck on +

+ Thursday this week, and I get paid every Thursday, I started last week.

Please, help me, I need to get away from the anxiety. At least share this thread, please, please, please....

[ So sorry for triggering content and the usage of the F-word but I'm upset. ]