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A look into my art kinda thing!!
I cannot exist in silence, I'll go bonkers lol There's always some kind of sound around me 24/7
(See thread for some info on my portrait)
I cannot exist in silence, I'll go bonkers lol There's always some kind of sound around me 24/7
(See thread for some info on my portrait)
so, I decided to include things that I see as flaws in myself (tho not in others, as my insecurities like to do to me). That's why I included the eczema scars on my cheeks, lips, and under my nose. I also included the scars on my arm/shoulder
I have a personal goal to learn how to tolerate my flaws. I always see "oh u should love urself!! Ur so beautiful tho!!" which, for me, isn't helpful. I know it might work for others, but it honestly makes me feel worse sometimes
Because in my eyes, going from hating myself to loving myself is a HUGE jump. It's a goal set for failure from the start. So, I'm taking baby steps. I'll start with learning to tolerate what I don't like about myself. I can't change it, I have to live with it
And that's okay. I don't have to like it. I just have to tolerate it. Which I think can be applied to a lot of things, but I'm focusing on some physical flaws to start.
On to some positive things!!
My eyes are multiple colors!! My parents + brother have undeniably blue eyes. And I was born with very saturated blue eyes!! But as I grew up, I got hazel rings around my pupils ( which wouldn't be clear in the portrait so I left it out :( )
and one eye is ~half blue / half green, while the other is more green with some blue.
And I've ALWAYS loved my eyes! I love how they look, how unique they are. I find them beautiful and pretty. It's the one thing I've always been to look at myself and say
And I've ALWAYS loved my eyes! I love how they look, how unique they are. I find them beautiful and pretty. It's the one thing I've always been to look at myself and say
"Even if I hate everything else, I'll always love my eyes."
So, that's my one thing I love. And it can make hard days a smidge less hard when I can recognize that about myself.
Anyways, idk how to end this thread. So... Yeah!! Baby steps, learn to tolerate if learning to love is too hard. And please be as patient as possible with yourself 
