Read on Twittersome small things to note before we begin, if you’re looking for/ expecting a rell trippy or funny thread, this isn’t it
so don’t expect shit like “i saw a cow jump over the moon”, cause i didn’t 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">. i think it’s a common misconception that people have about things they don’t understand. everybody’s body reacts differently to these things. just wanted to give that disclaimer up front.
with that being said, if you want to experience it my advice is:
1) do it in a controlled environment/ where you feel safe. with PEOPLE who also make you feel safe & won’t let you spazz out. 2) have water at hand & 3) you need to be in the right headspace for it.
1) do it in a controlled environment/ where you feel safe. with PEOPLE who also make you feel safe & won’t let you spazz out. 2) have water at hand & 3) you need to be in the right headspace for it.
so, Sunday morning we got up and took an early morning walk. i came home, cleaned my apartment and saged. my environment felt so much lighter and around 10am the shrooms were delivered. I was curious so I nibbled a piece to see how it tasted (dry and a lil chewy to the end)
around 12 i ate half of a potent brownie and decided to eat a couple more pieces of shrooms one time. we did not weigh out the amount. we watched movies while we waited for it to kick in. around 2pm when I got up, I felt something.
i don’t know what i was expecting but the high was so much better than i anticipated. it was also very different from oui’d in the sense that, oui’d feels like a haze but shrooms feels like a clear mind. it isn’t always as comical as you see in media. I felt very grounded.
yeah, i felt grounded in my present moment and also felt very happy! when I got up to go to the bathroom, i looked at myself in the mirror and it was interesting because i felt like i was seeing true myself. without the distortion of a filter that WE place on ourselves.
so I spent time just looking at my face! without a distortion of “seeing my flaws”. i came to the conclusion that i’m really pretty and a lot of the time i stress myself about my appearance, when in fact i look fine https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">
then Ro went to get food so we would have some sustenance.
then Ro went to get food so we would have some sustenance.
when he got back, we started talking and he was saying that he was feeling energy. like waves & particles in relation to each other. i understood what he was saying. the best way I can describe it is: everyone has their own aura and we were feeling how our auras were...
were interacting with other things in our immediate environment. we could feel other people’s energy and see/ feel the waves. we ate but we’re having a long, intense and deep conversation https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
so Romario and I sit there talking for a while about how natural our auras feel together and how perfectly our personalities blend. We talked about how we’ve met in past lives and keep finding our way back to each other. We talk about how we’re all reflections of each other ...
and are connected to a higher source/ power. rell ting allyuh! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😩" title="Mattes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Mattes Gesicht">
i literally had a moment where I was like ....
and I also saw my first visual during this long ass conversationhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
i literally had a moment where I was like ....
and I also saw my first visual during this long ass conversation
one of the things I think shrooms does very well is that you are able to see different perspectives. “ego” is stripped away in a sense and you just see things as they are. so, as we were talking and my perspective was changing. I LITERALLY saw/ felt like I was in a movie
you know in the movies where you’re in a tunnel & the whole world tilts/ shifts? I literally has an experience like that and had to say “stop, hold on https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">” while I gathered myself. shit felt intense and TRIPPY AS HELL.
even though it was a “deep” conversation we were actually rell laughing https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> it was soooo much fun. we finally shut the hell up and started to listen to music but I literally felt connected to him in a way that I haven’t before. It was like we were reflections of each other...
the best way i can describe it is: “who I am sees who you are”. i also decided on my personal meaning of what I think love is. in the notes app on my phone I wrote “love is a deep understanding of each other”.
Ro & I work well because we know and understand each otherhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">
Ro & I work well because we know and understand each other
all imma say is, if you can jam while on shrooms DOOOOOO IT!
not getting into details but it was EXQUISITE especially when you and the other person share a brain & feel so connectedhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤌🏾" title="Pinched fingers (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Pinched fingers (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥲" title="Smiling face with tear" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with tear">
not getting into details but it was EXQUISITE especially when you and the other person share a brain & feel so connected
This is just PART 1 https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> if y’all wanna hear the second half just lemme know cause I feel like this thread long enough at this point https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">
