Yall why they keep putting these videos in my recommended TwT????

What does it mean if I relate to them wayyyyy too hard-

What does it mean if some of the are so specific yet they fit????? HELP????!?

It isn't normal to have specific things you despise????

Like if I told someone my skin touching a wet bathroom wall especially in a stranger's house makes my skin crawl and I feel awful and disgusted even if it's clean would that make sense??

Also like I hate my hands being oily or having anything other than soap scents so if I feel they're dirty even if their not, I sanitise repeatedly and wash them until I feel better

That's like normal right-

Please I-

I don't talk about this shit nmsknsmknmsm

Getting a specific part of a song that gets stuck there is also normal right, like repeating it over and over, I even get frustrated because I don't know the rest of the lyrics but I keep repeating it for days/weeks until some new song arrives snmsnksm

I am so confused-

If anyone at all gave me their opinions I would gladly invite any type of insight,,, I am so lost

sknmsnmsnms not everyone was the "good at academics" kid and then struggled miserably in highschool????

I thought that was just a way of life-

I KEEP SHOUTING "SHUT TF UP" AT THE SCREEN WHENEVER SOMETHING HITS TOO CLOSE TOO HOME-

It just be a coincidence- hopefully-

(Someone, like anyone read this thread because hahaha I am losing it-)

rambling about things and talking on and on/writing on and on about your current interest is a normal thing I thought-

Yall telling me you don't just suddenly wanna give the whole ass backstory about your favourite thing???