thread no 1 will see but i want to vent. I l o v e koalas. I have for awhile. it’s such a deep love. any time I see something koala-related, or I see a koala plush - I melt. I turn into a kid again.
and the fact that koalas are at risk has been EATING at me.

I am only 20. and I am on the opposite side of the world. I have done little to impact the world at all.
but I so deeply wish that I could do something for koalas. something more than donating, than talking about it.
I don’t know what it is about them. they have my heart.

I have a crippling fear of bugs. I’ve gone into panic attacks over it. and the idea of living in Australia is horrifying. I’d rather live in a slasher movie.
but if I were there to help koalas, I’d drop my current life in a second. I don’t think I’d hesitate.

I hate being away from home and I am so bad at adapting to new places but to be doing something. to be there. to devote all of my time and energy and love to those guys?
man. I’d give everything up. and I have no idea why I feel so passionately about them.

all I know is that if you told me that I had a place to live and food to eat under the condition that I work to save and help and care for those lovely creatures, I’d have a plane ticket booked yesterday.
I’m an artist. I am anxious. I have so many fears. so many barriers.

but those little shits would overpower all of it. again. I don’t know why. or how. Id still be anxious and fearful and I’d struggle to adapt but I’d do it. that’s the point. I wouldn’t run. I want to help them. it’s insane how much I think about it.

that’s all I got. it’s been on my mind, is all. I used koalas as a topic for a practice spread in my computer design class and it just made the urge grow.

this thread is weird. oh well. email me if ur a charity that helps koalas. I will fuck shit up (like, in a good way)