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I usually don& #39;t talk about my personal life since I always feel somewhat uncomfortable when I talk about my problems because I hate it when people worry about me.
I might delete this thread, so whoever read this, thanks. I was reflecting earlier today on how much I screwed up my life
I& #39;ve said that I& #39;m lazy, which is true, but there are times where I& #39;m just straight up unmotivated. I wouldn& #39;t say I& #39;m depressed, sense I don& #39;t like comparing myself with someone who actually has depression
It all started when I was 13. I liked this one girl, so I tried to be "edgy" to impress her, but when I started doing that I felt miserable. My grades dropped and I started doing stuff I did stuff I regret now. I never spoke to that girl or ever date her, so great thinking
It continued until I got to high school. I had the mentality "new school, new me" but stuff got worse. if I had mediocre grades in middle school, I had catastrophic grades in high school. It got so bad that I got kicked out of my school. (It& #39;s more much more complex than that)
