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As much as I love the brodependency, I also love the idea/normal AU of it being only dean. Like, Sam loves his brother, but he's also genuinely scared of him, of how much Dean loves him, how jealous he is, thinking he has the right to say whether or not Sam can date someone, +
punching people when they say something he doesn't like about Sam, because sure, Sam also says he'd kill some kid bullying his big brother, but deep down he knows it's just an expression, he doesn't mean it- Dean does. He nearly killed that 14 yo classroom mate of Sam +
bcause he found out he tried to start a fight with Sam.
Dean is possessive and jealous of EVERYONE who spends even five minutes with Sam. His parents, his girlfriend, any girl he liked when he was a teenager, his friends, even people whom he'd just met and got along with him. +
Dean is possessive and jealous of EVERYONE who spends even five minutes with Sam. His parents, his girlfriend, any girl he liked when he was a teenager, his friends, even people whom he'd just met and got along with him. +
It was confusing, because he constantly encouraged him to make friends or date girls, but then got angry whenever Sam did it.
Sam liked his brother, a lot, even if sometimes they fought, that's just part of being brothers, but he really liked Dean. He always listened to him, +
Sam liked his brother, a lot, even if sometimes they fought, that's just part of being brothers, but he really liked Dean. He always listened to him, +
he always noticed when he was feeling down and tried to cheer him up, he protected him, even if it was sometimes bothering, and he knew all of Sam's favourite foods, movies and books. So yeah, of course he liked his brother, but then he grew up, he wanted to go to college, have +
his own house, live with his girlfriend, have his own family, maybe. And Dean just wouldn't. let. him.
He acted like Sam leaving was the end of the world. Like he was going away and never coming back or something.
Surely Sam liked it when he called, but somehow it always +
He acted like Sam leaving was the end of the world. Like he was going away and never coming back or something.
Surely Sam liked it when he called, but somehow it always +
ended the same, with Dean seeming like he was trying to convince him to come back, to leave college and just live in their parents house forever. Sam didn't want to think about it that way, but it was almost like dean was constantly trying to manipulate him, talking about how +
much he needs and misses him.
And there were the times where dean just showed up at his dorm and insisted on staying there a week or two without warning. It wasn't exactly wrong, and he liked spending time with his brother, but Sam always felt like something was off whenever +
And there were the times where dean just showed up at his dorm and insisted on staying there a week or two without warning. It wasn't exactly wrong, and he liked spending time with his brother, but Sam always felt like something was off whenever +
Dean came to visit him like that. He never said anything before coming, he just showed up and expected to magically live there until Sam's insistence on him leaving led them to argue. Its not that he didn't *want* him there, but he had to study, and Dean constantly tried to +
call his attention and get him to spend time with him like he had nothing to do all day. He wanted to watch movies, play something, go out to eat, and of course none of these activities included Jess.
He was polite with her even flirting, but he always tried to "steal her+
He was polite with her even flirting, but he always tried to "steal her+
boyfriend" and never included her in anything. Every time she tried to do something with Sam, he interrupted, or tried to make her change her mind, telling her he already had planned something with him.
It almost seemed like he was trying to replace her. +
It almost seemed like he was trying to replace her. +
Sam loves his brother, but he's also scared of him, of the things he does and says about him. He won't say anything, not to Dean about how worried and afraid he is, nor to the police about the people Dean has killed in Sam's name. He promised he won't do it again, and Sam has +
to trust him on that. He doubts Dean's word, but he can only hope it won't happen again, because otherwise his feeling that he's wrong and dirty, corrupted -wanting to be a lawyer when he's already an accomplice-, will be true.
What the fuck this was supposed to be just two tweets saying "I want an au where Sam is normal like in wiiawsnb and dean is like canon dean but a little less insecure, and Sam loves dean at a normal amount so he's kinda scared of Dean's attitude"
