Read on TwitterI once dated this beautiful hun I found on Twitter bro, she is absolutely beautiful, her body so built like a violin. We hit it off through Dms here on Twitter for a while before we head to phone calls. We always checked up on each other everyday.
When we exchanged photos through the dm, I couldn& #39;t believe that was her, I was stunned by her beauty. However this girl told me that she had a miscourage 4 months back, so I understood that because it can happen to anyone, so I just had to be supportive.
A month went by while we were still on the talking stage, it was so good I don& #39;t wanna lie. Our first meeting was a date of which really went well on a Sunday evening... That night after our date, I gave her a goodnight kiss to show how much I have fallen for her.
It was fitting on a perfect night. 2 weeks later On the 31st of December I went on to pick her up at her workplace to my place, it was a perfect night with some cuddles and I got so hard on and wanted to have sex with her because I couldn& #39;t resist how sexy she is,
but she was on her periods of which were running for 7 days and understandably so, we didn& #39;t. The following day we traveled to her place in Soweto where she collected some of her clothes so she can stay at my place for some few days because I don& #39;t stay far from her workplace.
It was so good having her around, looking at her and thinking God really blessed her with beautiful heart too bro. So her periods stopped after 7 days of dryness for both of us. Then we went for it but strangely I couldn& #39;t get hard in bed for whatever reason I don& #39;t know.
I remember beating myself up because she would get so wet whenever we do a fourplay and sometimes I would get a weak erection, not enough to even penetrate her. My confidence started to go down by each day whenever we try to do it.
I remember I wouldn& #39;t even concentrate at work due to this erection dysfunctional. Niggas in my hood they were always praising me saying I& #39;m hitting some nice stuff on her while behind closed doors I wasnt... and I& #39;m sure you can imagine how that felt bro
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Days went by, still nothing. I started to question myself as I couldn& #39;t even start to get inside her bro. She would ask me if perhaps I have a diabetes or a bitter ex who might have bewitched me, and there was none I could think of .
As she went back home during the first lock down, I got a chance to reach out for my closest friends for advices.
They said I should clean myself with some tea of which I initially did, then the confidence started to rise up bit by bit.
They said I should clean myself with some tea of which I initially did, then the confidence started to rise up bit by bit.
I then started to eat food with loads of proteins to boost myself up so when she comes back I would be ready. She came back and guess what??
I had the same erection dysfunctional bro, I was starting to question my existence now. A bro of mine provided me with a viagra and mpesu of which it worked for one night but that wasn& #39;t my usual self because I couldn& #39;t even do it for like a minute...
... but it was something to boost a bro& #39;s confidence even though we were both not happy about it. Bro I hit rock bottom! The woman has been patient with me for months now and here I am, a walking corpse who can& #39;t satisfy his beautiful girlfriend.
We kept going but then somewhere the communication started to broke, we stopped talking like we used to. However I tried to reaching out for her, because I loved her so much. But it wasn& #39;t the same anymore. So we ended up like that.
For someone who loves sex, I really beat myself up for days about what happened because I& #39;ve never been in a situation like that before and I know myself in bed that I always bring it. You better believe thathttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Zwinkerndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Zwinkerndes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ¤" title="Gekreuzte Finger" aria-label="Emoji: Gekreuzte Finger">
When your under such pressure, you don& #39;t think straight I tell you. You become very vulnerable and your even scared to ask for help.
So a month went by and i thought of my great grand ma at home in Limpopo whose a traditional healer and I told her everything that went down.
So a month went by and i thought of my great grand ma at home in Limpopo whose a traditional healer and I told her everything that went down.
Bro... Her simple answer was, it was never gonna happen because you& #39;ve been protected from the young age. You& #39;ll never get hard with someone who hasn& #39;t been cleansed after miscourage or had an abortion. She even laughed at me and said, you really went hard on yourself.
I then went on with my life and find myself another girlfriend, and guess what??
I was as perfect as I know myself.
But a lesson learned.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen">
I was as perfect as I know myself.
But a lesson learned.
