// vent

its so disheartening to be on arttwt when i cant always be onl 24/7 bc of my health problems i dont log on for like a day or two and suddenly i dont show up in anyones tls and twt algorithm kicks me over again its just ,, why ,, /neg
like. man. sorry i cant be on 24/7 i am literally sick bc of how much stress is in my life ?? thats why im just trying to take it easy why does twt always have to tear down my hard work just to stay on tl ?? and ok this might seem dramatic for non art moots but :(
and the worst part is its not just me its literally all of my moots and arttwt in general. im actually really upset bc i cant stay off for very long here on arttwt despite desperately needing to bc just bc i dont log on twt practically shadowbans me its so exhausting tbh
idk something abt the constant obligation to oo log in oo interact just so u dont disappear ,, its so discouraging and draining ,, like fuck let artists go at their own pace @ twt :/ /neg .. i love my moots and my moots art but ngl coming here is starting to feel like a chore :(
when i say chore i mean ,, more like smth pressuring and making me anxious ;;;; but then again that stuff is what made me sick in the first place but still idk where this thread is going h i just wish twts algo wasnt so shitty
also idk if this counts butjdjddj i lowkey feel scared ppl will think im unapproachable or ignoring them bc i dont reply 24/7 when in reality its bc most of the time i am usually in Physical Pain (tm) criesdjfjdjdjdjd its why i keep apologizing over and over again h
Wow this thread was long time for mai to shut up TT

so uhm .. if anyone sees this hi
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