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This thread has been long overdue. It's been two years since you crept into my life and gave me the burden I've been carrying for so long. I guess it's time to speak up.
You should rot in jail King.
You should rot in jail King.
Before I get to the rest, please do not screenshot/post anything from this thread. Thank you.
Back in 2019, I met you through an organization. We had an event for 2 days. You guys stayed in our school and that's how we got to interact. That time, akala ko matino kang tao lalo na people looked up to you because you were in that org for so long na. (1/
Little did i know may tinatago ka palang baho. I can't post screenshots since you deactivated + I blocked you on everything pero naalala ko pa rin naman lahat. Una tayo nagusap sa chat nung you were asking about someone from the program na need for report niyo or whatever
So ako syempre sinagot ko naman tapos idk we started talking na tapos tinatawagan mo ako, pinapakita mo pa sakin yung kapatid mo. We casually talked almost everyday, lagi mo ko binola. Not until there was one time na nagstart ka na mag engage ng sexual conversations
Dapat pala nung una red flag na yon. Ako naman tanga i treated it as a joke. Tapos nagkwekwento ka na ng sexual things na nagawa mo and like shit you want to do to me. Tangina i was conflicted inside & i felt cluless kasi di ko alam ano isasagot or irereact ko.
I wanted to end the conversations. I didn't know how kasi you even told me willing ka pa puntahan ako dito, book a motel just to have s*x, ang mali ko ginawa ko ulit siyang joke sayo thinking na di mo yon sineseryoso. Natakot ako dun and mas natakot ako dun sa thought na
makikita kita ulit. I went with my friend to Santiago to attend an event na yung org where I met him was the host. Involved na ako nun kasi i was an officer. Naalala ko pagdating ko hawak mo id ko, binuhat mo pa yung mga gamit ko telling me what to do kasi
magstastart na yung program. Sana di nalang ako pumunta nun. I didn't know na it would be the worst thing that would happen in my life.
Nung una okay pa tayo, akbay akbay ka pa. Pero nung gabi na tapos we were all packed in a room na officers + volunteers. I had nowhere to stay, you offered na don ako sa tabi mo. There was no space elsewhere na. Yeah you were I fling and let you cling sakin but -
I didn't let you touch me, i clearly told you I did not want to be touched in my private parts. I told you numerous times. It was so dark at that time. It was under the blankets. You were too strong for me kahit lumalaban na ako nun.
Clearly, the day after that i was shocked. I didn't know what to say or how to feel. But I do know I didn't give you consent. I was scared after that kasi you were my senior and I didn't know kung sinong sasabihan ko non kasi clearly you were the fucking boss of that room.
There was also one day na you wanted to have s*x with me. Di ko alam what pushed me to come with you but I just know felt scared, pressured and overwhelmed. Nandidiri ako sa sarili ko hanggang ngayon, lalong lalo na sayo. My mind went blank after you did the unforgivable to me
I didn't know it was gr00ming, the r word and assault until I told it to my closest friends. They've been with me in the 2 yrs na finaface ko tong trauma na to and I'm still shaking while I type this. I really hope you rot in jail. I've been waiting for this moment.
Also, sa mga taong nandun sa room na yun please don't tell me you didn't know him or what he was up to. Clearly, kung anong sinabi niya sainyo binaliktad niya ako. You should've told me he was playing with me. He literally ghosted me after he got what he wanted.
Plus siya pa nageexpect sakin na magsorry after non? After all that trauma? So if you were in that room, I know kwinento niya yon sainyo. Please don't enable someone else next time.
This thread goes to everyone that are victims of rape and assault. It really took me a long time and contemplation to get this out. I am thankful to all my friends that were there every time na natutulala ako at naalala ko to. I love you guys :( thank you for being strong for me.
