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Adressing something REALLY FUCKING STUPID I did (a thread) trigger warning: sexual harassment.
when I had my old stan twitter account I was in a group with people from the Crybaby fandom, these people being Doggo, Bella, Gina, and Bri. this happened in May 2020, naming them will be important as they posted about this on their accounts too, but not in detail like I& #39;m doing.
time after, I developed a crush on Doggo, not trying to excuse my actions I& #39;m just going to explain why I think my dumbass did this. I grew up in a disfunctional household and while it& #39;s gotten better here my parents are fucking abusive assholes (it runs in the family I guess...)
and they never taught me anything, not even boundires. also keep in mind that I& #39;m really fucking sheltered and don& #39;t know to interact with people, my only friends have been my siblings, cousins, or online friends all of which I lost not surprisingly. and I& #39;ve had bad role models-
like this youtuber I use to watch in 2017 when I was 11, AGAIN NOT PUTTING BLAME ON ANYONE ELSE JUST TRYING TO EXPLAIN STUFF. this person being my only role model was bad since I was a young kid and they did problematic stuff, like SEXUALLY HARASSING MEN. you see where I& #39;m going?
by the time this situation happend I thought doing the same shit that youtuber did but with Doggo was going to be okay and everyone would find it funny like when I use to do this same shit on the internet when I was 12. I& #39;m very fucking ashamed to admit this, ik I need help I am-
getting therapy and trying my best to be better. if you find Bella& #39;s account you could see the screen shots of all the weird creepy shit I said that I thought was funny and okay. not going to try and find them it& #39;d take too long to do but if you have them post them in the replies
below. after the harassment Doggo finally had enough and told me to stop and I actually listened and apologized, I tried to move on from it but they kept bringing it up and I kept apologzing over and over again. it seeming like they wouldn& #39;t forgive me I left their discord server
and said it was for my mental health, I use to joke and say I kept leaving their server for attention when it really was because I felt terrible there, keep this in mind. Gina told me it was fine and that they& #39;d wait for me to come back, later though Doggo tweeted something like-
"we don& #39;t want you back" or something along those lines using some words that were obviously taken from my conversation with Gina, I replied to that tweet and a friend of mine at the time showed me screen shots of them talking shit about me and about me finding out about what he-
was tweeting about in their discord server, they found my friend out and kicked them. the rest of this was a blur but I remember arguing with them several times because I felt really betrayed that they would talk shit about me. YES, I KNOW I SEXUALLY HARASSED DOGGO NOT TRYING TO-
GO ALL "BOOHOO THEY BULLIED ME! IGNORE THAT I SEXUALLY HARASSED ONE OF THEIR FRIENDS AND THAT& #39;S WHY THEY& #39;RE DOING THIS, FEEL BAD FOR ME INSTEAD!" THAT& #39;S NOT WHAT I& #39;M TRYING TO DO. I& #39;M TRYING TO EXPLAIN THINGS FROM MY PERSPECTIVE AND WHY THIS ALL HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE, OKAY?
last time I saw Doggo, Gina, Bri, and Bella, I was on okay terms with them. although I feel like Bri and Bella still don& #39;t like me. we& #39;ve apologized and stuff so why am I talking about this now? 1. to explain to people who don& #39;t know the full story. 2. to stop hating myself over-
this stupid fucking mistake and get some closure, and 3. to show this thread to my therapist since this has been one of the things I wanted to talk to her about but I& #39;m too fucking embarassed to say straight to her face like I should be. well this is the end thanks for reading.
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