blinding lights is a song about the experience of being a fanyu lmaoooo in this essay i will https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> (aka it’s 2 am why not give you my own personal exegesis)

“I& #39;ve been on my own for long enough”
yuzuru drought part i: plz come back from the war

“Maybe you can show me how to love, maybe”
how to love the hellsport that is fs, which we all know is a big maybe

“I& #39;m going through withdrawals”
yuzuru drought part ii: we have seen some shit and it’s time for a rewatch party

“You don& #39;t even have to do too much”
literally just five seconds of white wall please anything PLZ

“I& #39;m blinded by the lights”
show lights obviously

“No, I can& #39;t sleep until I feel your touch”
here feel your touch is clearly a metaphor for the way it feels when yuzuru appears on your screen, electrifying as physical, tangible touch

“when I& #39;m like this, you& #39;re the one I trust”
judges who there’s only yuzuru

“The city& #39;s cold and empty (oh)”
bc it’s ass o’clock and you’re up watching fs

“No one& #39;s around to judge me (oh)”
bc everyone else is asleep

“I can& #39;t see clearly when you& #39;re gone”
yuzuru drought part iii: back with a vengeance

repeat refrain etc bc being fanyu is a cycle of purest pleasure and the depths of pain