I finally find the 'want' of having a girlfriend, main short term goal now.

searching for almost exclusively this phenotype

aka a petite white bitch with dark hair and refined facial structure

I hear you say: "bUt BaLvIn, R u AsExual Or SomEtHing?"

nah previous gf and social circle brought my emotional stability to its knees, induced BPD and everything

I am in the mood to finally be interested in someone and trust them

still not interested in friends though I have rotten l luck nowadays especially in this society. my abandonment issues only affirm my experiences

this thread is me without any masks, dont care how uncalibrated this thread seems