I know I’m pretty but I wish I was conventionally beautiful

It’s so difficult being the type of pretty I am. Everyone just tried to use me for what they want. But not pretty enough where they even try to get to know me
I’ve had so many guys lie to me and pretend they like me or whatever just so they can attempt to sleep with me. Idk what’s real or what’s fake atp I just go by actions
And Idk why ppl lie to me so much when I give the opportunity to tell the truth with zero repercussions every time and they still choose to lie to me and for what ?
It’s not even just guys who pretend they wanna date me even guys who pretend they wanna be my friend end up trying me up at some point in our friendship and Im tired of it. Like then it’s “why you never wanna hang. Why you never text back” because fuck y’all
I thought this man was my friend I’m sitting here trynna have a conversation and he starts trynna touch up on me n shit for WHAT. I’m just so done with everybody