Childless for 24 hours and I have never been more excited to take an edible and... clean the house. 




So far I put away exactly 3 dishes.
Suddenly decided that in order to clean, I need to listen to my mixtapes from the 00âs. I have a CD player and receiver in storage. Obviously this will also lead to rearranging the living room.
Suddenly decided that in order to clean, I need to listen to my mixtapes from the 00âs. I have a CD player and receiver in storage. Obviously this will also lead to rearranging the living room.


Before you ask: @JohnnyTsunami_ makes them lol.
Texting while driving is bad, but kids today will never understand the multitasking involved in finding the right mp3 playlist + following a print out from Mapquest at the same damn time.
One thing about me, Iâma be straight if we ever lose the internet. I got all the important music.

Organizing my cd collection in 2021. Obviously. (Vacuumed 1/2 a room.
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Iâm floating.
Tonight is crazy because itâs like 19 year old me djâd a set for 39 year old me, on the exact night I had time to enjoy it. You canât pay for this kind of therapy lol.

I canât wait to do some reels/recipes this week off a throwback playlist.

I know Iâm gonna end up in the kitchen tonight. After I clean it. 


Iâm in 2001.
Remembering my friend. The first of many Scorpios who caught me up lmao.
He was my music person. Heâd go to Best Buy every Tuesday & I always had a new mix CD...prob Napster?
Weâd smoke all night and listen to music, at 19 that was enough to be in love lol.



I would give anything to be able to call him right now, but I feel like heâs been here with me lately as I have been going through this shit, just like he was back then. Not sad at all, Iâm really happy I found all our music. 




You couldnât tell me I wasnât Gangsta Boo in 2001.
I havenât cleaned anything. I have dinner guests tomorrow. Oh well.
I havenât cleaned anything. I have dinner guests tomorrow. Oh well.

I just had the craziest breakthrough.

I need to decide how much I want to share lol. But it was wild... like a whole therapy session in 10 minutes.

This has nothing to do with my breakthrough. Iâll come back to it lol.
Iâm currently in 1998, El Paso, TX.
Iâm currently in 1998, El Paso, TX.

I think I have to end my journey tonight with r&b. Youâre not real if you didnât have a cd for every mood. I was so damn dramatic. 


Back to the breakthrough that happened earlier... I found this recording my aunt sent me a few months ago. Got super emotional unexpectedly. I was in 1982. 


I edited parts out I didnât feel comfortable sharing. Had a moment where a voice did end up triggering something. But this part...the tapping noise, I think maybe she was patting my back? All of a sudden itâs like I vocalized all of these things I needed to tell my myself.

Anyway ...somehow I came full circle on a couple other things I had been working on in therapy. It was like I got to go back and give my inner child a little extra love. I am good now. Iâm eating oatmeal and about to go to bed. This is 39. 

