Myself, like others, have flaws and insecurities. Often I interpret the given situations I’m in based off of how I feel instead of letting my mind think clearly. Instead of being myself, I antagonize my own character by subverting my own will.

By not setting up healthy coping mechanisms, day to day hobbies that nurture my development are absent in my life. That daily garden, that passion project. This pandemic has left an indelible mark on my life but ultimately

Life isn’t fair, never has, never will be. I am not a victim. Architecture is a verb, we are the architectures of our own lives. Much akin to how you may feel about this thread, it may appear on the surface as hollow or meaningless

But apropos that to what I define as success in my life. Connectivity, connection with my family & friends. I may lack a tangible piece of evidence to support how good my passion & success has been in life because it’s not on a usual barometer of success.

I’ve talked myself into not being discernible for myself. Do something because I WANT TO DO IT. Eliminate what I am not & will never be in my life so I can truly find out who I am. Love you guys