Thoughts came into my mind.. and I just feel like tweeting about it. To me remaining as Peraya these days is very simple. I ask myself if I still find pleasure in following them. I ask myself if I still want to see them grow in any ways they want to grow. (1)

I ask myself if I can deal with all disappointments I’ll probably repeatedly get from my own expectations. I ask myself if I can tell when I will feel finish and be gone for good. I ask myself because these questions lead to answers to WHY I still want to stay. (2)

WHY I still want to support them. WHY I still want to call myself Peraya... And I don’t speak for others. These are how I feel and not meant to set or direct anyone’s perspective but myself. (3)

Last night in CH, our guest speakers mentioned how KS’s still always grateful for what fans done and that they (speakers) hope fans can continue to support KS. Some ppl were upset. They thought the way speakers said was kinda getting hope up for fans, ... (4)

saying that speakers should have said that KS are finished because there’ll be no more couple series and also mentioned all sort of things to support their questions on why ‘Peraya’ shouldn’t continue to support KS on their individual works. (5)

I understand the frustration. I see why they feel disappointed. But then I was also wondering... Could speakers really say that about KS? Should they even? Speakers weren’t in the position to say that anyways.. And would you be happy hearing that? I don’t think so. (6)

They can only do their best and show us gratitude. In KS case, we get to know from people who are close to them that they’re still happy to see fans’ continue support. To me, that makes me happy enough. Though I won’t deny I hope they can say that themselves more often. (7)

What I’m trying to say is while artists can only go to such length to say things, you also need to know yourself how much you should let your expectations take part in this because expectations are not always met, and you are the one who have to deal with that. (8)

It’s not wrong to be disappointed or upset. But think twice before you berate others for it.

I just believe it’s not fair for anyone to be a punching bag when they are not even the real reason for your disappointment.. (9)

To look at it in a simple way...

While some people might think being a fan of someone is different from having preference for one product over another, the fact is it actually is not.. (10)

Set aside all the emotional feelings, the relationship is really simple. If you like it you continue to consume/stay. If you feel like you finish, it’s more healthy for you to stop consuming and just walk away. It’s a matter of choice. The choice you can make. (11)

I just feel like... we all suppose to choose to do thing that we’re happy to do. Not keep doing thing that upset us and punish others in the process.. It not fair for them.