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If you know me well enough, you know that I am harsh with my mental state for art. I know it isnt a race, its a marathon. Its a passion that won't leave anytime soon yet hindered thoughts will get the best of me.
"What am I doing wrong?"
"Why aren't I growing?
A constant battle.
"What am I doing wrong?"
"Why aren't I growing?
A constant battle.
I wish I was kinder to myself. I know everyone has their own path, their own growth in the art community.
Just wish mine was faster.
Thats probably the problem. Im so impatient and left myself unhappy with my improvements. It hurts and it sucks so much
I know ill get there.
Just wish mine was faster.
Thats probably the problem. Im so impatient and left myself unhappy with my improvements. It hurts and it sucks so much
I know ill get there.
I'm gonna go make breakfast to keep my mind off of things. I do appariciate you all giving support by commissioning me. I never seen my waitlist fill up so high.
I wish I could see that im growing right now, but I deny it
Ughkglfld
Egg n toast time les goooo
I wish I could see that im growing right now, but I deny it
Ughkglfld
Egg n toast time les goooo
Oop guess I'm not done with my thoughts HA breakfast can wait for a sec-
I just dont want to be left behind in the new community im in. With Bellzee. Its just really cool to see im more involved in something new and creating new connections. And I cant thank them enough for-
I just dont want to be left behind in the new community im in. With Bellzee. Its just really cool to see im more involved in something new and creating new connections. And I cant thank them enough for-
Introducing a new territory to me. Its hard to fit in but I appreciate the efforts. I always want to improve to understand myself and elbowing obstacles out of the way to reach a goal that I long for.
I just need to focus what is in front of me.
AGAIN SORRY LOL NOT SORRY?
I just need to focus what is in front of me.
AGAIN SORRY LOL NOT SORRY?
Please if you think you need to message this post to reassure me or anything. Don't feel like you need to. I just wanted to hear and read my thoughts in a thread I just dont expect anyone to come forward to cater me.
Its my battle and I need to grab its reins.
Its my battle and I need to grab its reins.
I know how exhausting to see me like this most of the time. My community knows I get like this and im sure they go "hes doing it agaaain..."
Art is so hard and competitive. But I got what it takes to push myself harder.
I sound like a broken record. Again I apologize for it.
Art is so hard and competitive. But I got what it takes to push myself harder.
I sound like a broken record. Again I apologize for it.
I COULD OF MADE THIS THREAD TO @ MENTION ONLY IF I DIDNT WANT ANYONE TO MESSAGE AUUGH IM DUMB!!! LOL!!
