https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: Sariel is still doing that thing where they don& #39;t announce themself in conversations, and will pretend to be me for convenience, and then I get to take credit for them saying mean or blunt things, and dropping triggering or sensitive content on the fly. I& #39;m almost at my limit

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: for the record, Sariel also has a slightly warped concept on even perceiving triggering or sensitive content for other people because they are simultaneously traumatized and desensitized themself. If its not graphic descriptions or imagery, it& #39;s fair game. But I gotta cap it

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: I generally use https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="⚠️" title="Warnsignal" aria-label="Emoji: Warnsignal">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧠" title="Gehirn" aria-label="Emoji: Gehirn">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="☣" title="Symbol für Bio-Gefährdung" aria-label="Emoji: Symbol für Bio-Gefährdung"> now to denote that I may need to discuss triggering psychological material. If I& #39;m not doing that I& #39;ve either forgotten, or Sariel is present. But also it can be very hard to gauge what people will find triggering or upsetting.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: Like, as a sexual assault survivor I have to talk about on some level what happened, and then there is Sariel and Gabriel& #39;s shit within the same topic, and then even Lucian has issue with sexual assault as well. This is a mobile meat suit of trauma/horror.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: Unfortunately not every friend is gunna be able to handle information about our history. This is not "trauma bonding" if they have their own, it is understanding why our mental health is the way it is, and ways to offer support or aid. However...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: For friends we would consider close, or who repeatedly are like "what can I do to help" and consider themselves close, it& #39;s best to assume right now that we all need to talk about or vent on sensitive things we are dealing with. Tw/Cw: for specific mentions below:

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: Cw: Suicide/Assault
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Sariel killed themself after a group assault that Gabriel was used in, and thus categorically assaulted as well. That part of the house is still fcked up about it, and the info informs their behavior, thoughts, and feelings. It& #39;s very real to them

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: cw assault
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Personally, I don& #39;t care if that shit occurred in the 8888th spirit dimension or wherever the fck they are from. It& #39;s very triggering for me considering what I had to deal with in terms of one of my exes [redacted] that I had to endure over time

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: cw assault
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I LITERALLY could not talk to anyone about what happened because the situation was convoluted, and I knew that if I talked to other friends/people who knew them, it could destroy their standing, if I was even believed in the first place. Furthered the trauma

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sonnenblume" aria-label="Emoji: Sonnenblume">: you know I could go on with this but I& #39;m tired of this thread for now, just know we& #39;re all fcked up on top of having to deal with health shit from other family members. Maybe later I& #39;ll make thread on causal ways to support us